Caucasian - Asian

I guess this can be my title from now on... unless you guys have any better ideas :)

So today is Tuesday. It has been a week since I have seen you guys, but it feels like so much longer. I miss you guys so much.

Anyway, I am supposed to be going away with xome friends on Friday, for a week, I am not a confrontational person, but I really don't feel like I will know what to talk about. As Wendy said, I feel 'out of the loop'. I know that sounds pretty weird, but its oddly true. I am not sure if any of y'all feel it too, maybe its just me, but I just feel like I have come back with a different point of view.... I guess that's life.

So my days consist of going into the office - woo-hoo to the family company! -jk it kinda sucks. In the office, I help with the marketing aspecgts. I get the bulk mailers out and label until my little fingers are sore, and then I label some more. Because I am in the family, during the school year, I work from home, I only put in about 7 or 8 hours a week, but yesterday I found out that they have decided to double, if not triple my work load. I know that a lot of kids work 30+ hours a week, but I don't know if I can put in 20 hours on top of school work and extra-cirricluars and community service, SAT Prep, Dirvers Ed and college advisor meetings. It doesn't seem like there is enough time on the day. But I feel like if I don't I am going to dissapoint my family. I am sorry that I am venting in this blog. It's not okay that I am.

OK: I understand that college advisors are good and crucial for my livelihood on getting into a really good college, but sometimes, they pshyco-analyze you and make you feel bad about everything that you do. No?

Anyways, Wendy, I don't know what you could get him for his birthday, what are his hobbies... maybe if you start there, or talk to some mutual guy friends - that maybe a jump off point.

Yeana - I am glad that you play volleyball, and I want you to be safe on the court. My brother and a lot of my friends play, and I don't want you to hurt yourself while on the court, there are already enough ways, in my opinion. <3

I legit can't believe its only been a week, its very surreal to me. I love you guys!
Rosanna