change bites.

oh yeana, it's not weird to be getting those vibes from people that you recognize from other productions (i think) :D

i'm just taking slow breaths right now and listening to the rain mixing with the sound of chasing pavements by adele.

i have to admit, although i missed you guys like crazy, i didn't know of the empty void that you guys felt when hanging out with friends. but i actually found out super recently (yesterday, i think? i've lost all sense of time and space) that the reason that i was lacking the void of you guys was cause the one person that i've been hanging out with since i returned from DC is almost like a sister to me (she's not asian either (; )
if anything, she was like a drug that alleviated the loneliness that i felt from not seeing you guys
but after being with what i think of as normal good friends...it feels incredibly different. after about twenty-thirty minutes with them, i kept thinking "oh, this is the emptiness. i want to read the blog again."
and...it really sucks.
and rosanna momma, you're so supportive and wonderful- i should really get to studying, huh? ^^

i just wanted you guys to know that you literally changed my life. i can elaborate more on this once we're actually a month into school cause then i'll have proof that i've changed.
oh, and it's change for the better (:

"The moment of change is the only poem"
--Adrienne Rich

i don't have a poem to describe the immense change that you guys have brought to me, but i love you guys- and someday maybe i'll find the perfect way to tell you guys how much ^^

rosanna, we'll be waiting with bated breath for your return (:

is it harder for
the one who's suppose to return?
or the one who has to wait?
tracy.