Why does there have to be a title?

To my Asians:

I agree with Yeana and Wendy. My friends don't and won't ever understand. I think its because we havc all been thrown into a social situation and had to create a world for ourselves, and in this world, we went to eachother for guidance, comfort and support, and then we were, essentailly ripped out of this world( and from eachother) that we all loved, because we had to go back home. I know that I will never be the same after the 10 day 'nerd camp' that I attended during the Summer of 2009, and I will not forget all of the relationships and bonds that I have created and will keep with people around the USA. But when my friends ask how the trip to D.C. was, they don't really care, and I know that. They are only asking out of courtesy. And don't get me wrong, I love my friends with all of my heart, but they have no idea what we have all done together, and they never will. In a way, its a good thing, its a part of me that they will never really know, but I wish, in a way, that they did know who I was/am. What we all did and went through together is amazing, and means the world to me; but I feel guilty about something: At home, if you are hurting or something balling happens in your life, I am the friend that will bring a batch of freashly made cookies over at 11pm and talk to you about it, but I can't do that with all of you. The best I can do is send you some cookies, and comfort you via skype, facebook, texting, or talking to you on the phone. I know this is more than a lot of people get, and I am lucky to have that, but that is not the type of person I am. I need to physically be with you when crap happens and yeah, it kills me that I can't.
I don't mean for this to be a sad note/blog thing but its what I am thinking and isn't that what blogs are for? You all know that I am always here (and if you don't by now, know that I am) - I will do all that I can for you, and if I need to, I wil mail you baked goods over night.
I have notes coming you way, and depending on your location in our country, they will get to you at different times.
Sending hugs and kisses your way!