's life feels like it's getting messed up. My former best friend feels so distant it's not even funny. I feel like the loneliest person in Cupertino, California.
Well maybe it's not my life that's getting messed up. After all, I'm not the one who went to China "to study" and ended up learning how to drink and go partying every night, making out with random guys "who I'll never meet again."
But I feel alone. I don't know what's worse; knowing that she's not talking to me because she's afraid to admit something or finding out what she's been doing from the vine. I don't know what to do, what to say to her, or how to act around her.
Help me, guys...I don't know what to do. I'm sort of really astonished that she would tell this to other people but wouldn't even try to talk to me about it. It sort of really makes me feel like a loser when we're walking along and she's talking to other people about what she's been doing and not to me. It sort of really makes me feel like a dumbass when I have to eavesdrop to find out what she's been up to.
My other friends are trying to cheer me up, but I don't think that's what I need. I need to talk to her, and have a serious discussion with her.
UGH...
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