This one is for Yeana

Sweetie-

I am so sorry that I am not with you right now. You have done nothing wrong and it is not right that she is treating you this way. We are all here for you, no matter what time or when, we are here.

This is my advice to you (keep in mind that I am not very good at giving advice, but here it goes): You have to talk to her and be honest with her about how much you actually know and how you are feeling when you around her. Let her know how you are feeling and then hear her out, listen to what she tells you. (idk her, but do you think that she might be covering something else up, like something that upset her?) If she tries to confront and pick a fight with you because you know more than she told you, honestly I don't know that I would want to stay friends with her if I were in this situation... I am not telling you to stop talking to her and not be friends anymore, but you should be cautious around her.

When I am 'arguing' or in the middle of a spat with one of my friends, or stuck in a fight between two friends, and they won't talk to me about important stuff. I write them a letter. In it I say what I am feeling and how they contributed to this feeling. I go onto say that I love them and only want to understand what they had went through... your letter would have to be different, but that's what I do. And then I will talk to them one-on-one and try to 'make it better' (if those are the right words to use.

You do need to talk to her though, honey. Be honest with her. But please remember: 1. YOU ARE NOT ALONE, and please don't ever think that you are; it breaks my heart that a. you think this and b. are hurting and lonely and I can't be there with you to bake for you or hug you. 2. You are not a dumbass, you did what you did because you genuinely care and becasue that's the Yeana I know: caring, loving, amazing, and so much more...

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE, we all do... we are here for you, and when you feel alone, it is ok to lean on us, for whatever you need... becasue that is part of our job description and because we love you and want whats best for you.

I hate that you are hurting, its not ok. But I hope this helped you a little. We are all here.

I'll love you forever and always,
Mom