when i noticed that all of you guys posted your schedules, i realized that it might seem odd that i didn't post mine. heh, that's because in my school (for some strange, STRANGE reason...) they don't give you your schedule until the day you go to school ^^"
it's in the specific category that my school's in, that's all. weird. XD
anyhoo~
^i like that word. it's nice. (:
pool.
the place you play pool at IS a bar (technically. they have a bar. they serve alcohol. ehh) but there are different kinds of bars!
there are the bars full of people who drink (don't have a heart attack, i don't go there)
and there are the "bars" that i go to. the place that i went to does have a bar, but they're not silly enough to serve alcohol. they serve bubble tea, french fries, and other random snacks for their pool-players. they also have this sorta second section of the store full of karaoke rooms :D
so it's very asian-fied. much like the pool places for kids that wendy mentioned (i think. XD)
the place that i go to is kinda mostly for teenagers i guess, other than the occasional table of harmless old men playing together. so yeah, super safe, and tons of fun (:
i was really happy that i got to put up pictures (:
i want to figure out how to put up an mp3 O:
cause i really want to hear that a piece from "FAURE'S REQUIEM" that rosanna found :D :D :D
dear yeana,
we love you (:
i hope that made you feel a little better D:
about the whole "hot girls v. other girls: what's so different?"
i must say, i don't really know.
i mean, i get the difference between "beautiful vs otherwise" cause of the whole "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" so someone beautiful (for example kate moss) can be seen as "ugly" (unhealthy and underweight in the kate moss example; sorry-i don't have anything against her, i was just thinking of an example in which someone who didn't change at all was seen differently cause of the change of the public opinion)
but when i hear "hot girls" i feel like it'...it's different from "beautiful".
you know what though?
there are those "hot girls" who are...well, rather mean because of their standing as "hot" and frankly, who gives a damn? i know i do, but i also know i shouldn't bother.
and then there are those girls who are hot and rather decent people at the same time. honestly, im terrified of them. im one of those people scared of being "judged" (a.k.a. imma coward. sorry guys >__<) it's hard for me to make the first move in meeting someone, and if they're not really making much of an effort back towards communicating with me, i freeze up ==" (you can imagine how terrifying it was to take an hour long subway ride back home with a guy i liked who had no idea of my predicament cause he met me when i was being my regular ol' weird self with my friends. im sorry to say we no longer communicate much ^__^" ) so in the end. where'd my advice go? it seemed to have floated off somewhere D: D: D: yeanababe. we love you. we think you're gorgeous. knock em dead (literally- if they dare to disagree with us). wendywendywendy that jerk of a guy must have confidence issues and went with the girl who he felt he had a better chance with (a girl that's not as attractive as you (; ) and if he doesn't have some deep and personal history with her before he met you...then she possibly might have been expressing interest in him in an obvious manner. thus, the male-inhibited by his ego and fear of rejection-goes for the easier prey. and hell, how can a guy flirt with a girl one day, then go out another day with a different girl? i thought guys were suppose to confess to the girl that they couldn't stop thinking of. i suppose that's a bit idealistic.. ? ==" guys claim that girls are too hard to understand. i don't disagree with that, but at the same time- do they have any idea how hard they are to understand?
oh rosanna. our dear mom (:
im afraid that you're borderline workaholic. but if you don't think the same, and you're happy doing what you're doin'- then i'll try not to pop a vein just thinking about your schedule ^^
i must be get more pictures because i have way too much fun just putting them up and sharing them with your guys XD
here are smileys for you all:
:D is for yeana, cause i felt like you needed it the most cause your previous "smiley" was an unsure one >__< style="font-style: italic;">won't be a buffoon cause even if he does have confidence-issues, he'll like you to the point of at least continuing his pursuit of your heart. so a winking smiley cause i'll make sure to tease you lots-
C': is for rosanna, a smiling super hard smiley for our librarian who works so hard cause im ultra proud of you for all of your effort into doing what you want to do. i know you'll do great things and here's the tear i'll shed cause i'll be so proud and worthy-feeling for simply knowing you (darnsit, i wanna include a winking smiley, but it's no fair giving you more than one smiley--and then i just wanted to put that laughing smiley with the X for eyes but that'd be giving you another smiley. gosh, dedicating smileys are hard[i wanted to put a frowny face here])
with love that can't come off,
even with extra strength nail polish remover...
tracy.
p.s. i love you guys, so screw the men of the world who can't see your beauty (how do i make this grammatically correct to include you all? it just sounds so awkward). they need to make a goshdarn appointment with their eye doctor D<
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