First, I love all of you so much, and every time I read one of your blogs, I feel like our bonds grow and strengthen even though we are across the US.
Anywho, I have a few general things to address before I address each of you personally. Technically, we are supposed to get our schedules in homeroom on the first day of school, but because my friends and I got close to our teachers, they emailed or gave us our schedules, it worked out very well, if I do say so myself. Here is a link for Pie Jesu: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nqdLgvgKfU it should work.
Yeana: everyone has given you their advice, and I agree with them. So I will tell you what I personally think. Guys in general at our age are stupid and naïve. They don’t get it. And sadly, I have given up on them – I don’t want you to really do this because a guy would be stupid not to have you in their life. Anywho, I realized that I will probably marry someone atleast 2 years older than me becaue they are way more mature and I think would get me more because I don’t do that regular teenager stuff like drink or andything, because I personally don’t see what I would get out of it. So basically: guys are stupid, even if they are book smart, they are stupid. I really don’t understand how they could be so stupid not to have you in their life but here is my crappy advice to you: you have to decide what is good for you, will a guy push you over the edge or will he make you a better you? I think when you figure this out you will know how react to guys, and what sorts of guys. (Maybe this only makes sense in my head or maybe I am too rational for everyone else, but that is what I do) yet, don’t get me wrong, you can always have that one guys you’ll always be hung up over, ya know?
Wendy: Again, guys are stupid…. End of story. Basically I would say what I wrote for Yeana or what I have texted you but here is some more advice for you and Yeana, and it may be super rational and not make sense, so bear with me. There is a point where all of you (yes Tracy, even you) will have a guy you like as more than a friend… maybe it has already happened?.. anywho, you will need to decide if they will be a good fit in your lifestyle, you haveto go beyond your feelings for him, because your life should not suffer because he is in it (i.e. frinds, family, school. sports, extracirricular… and so on) He needs to fit in with you and you may want this more than he does. So if this is where your at and he doesn’t see you as a fit, you will have to make another decision: whether or not he is worth waiting for, as in put your radar for guys on hold… will it hurt more to stop waiting, or hurt less in other words. So that is what I think…. I don’t know if it makes sense to any of you…
Tracy: What is bubble tea? Is it an Asian thing? And I am glad that you go to sudo-bars… J. Anyways, I will address what you said about me being a workaholic. Ok, I think that in the beginning of the summer when I worked everyday all day, and then went home to I was, but me ‘working’ in the chorus room or whatever I do there, is not like work in my eyes for a few reasons. 1. I look forward to going in and doing it every week and it isn’t something that I necessarily dread like actual work. 2. I love to be around music and in the chorus room, it has become my home away from home at school 3. When I am back in the catalogs of music, or holding a piece of music that is 45 or 50 years old, I feel like I am holding a piece of history and find myself sight reading the music and wondering how another person sang it: the same way I did, with more/less dynamic, or if they even sang it at all or just sat in the back and picked their nose, like a lot of the kids do that are forced into chorus (they don’t necessarily pick their nose, it was the only thing I could think of…) So if that makes sense, I don’t think of it as work, yes it may be work, and seem like work but I don’t think of it that way. Don’t pop a vein sweetie, you haven’t seen anything yet! )Seriously, everything that I am doing now, I have to do on top of my AP/Honors schedules and a whole much more stuff that I get involved in with school….
I actually have to go because it is almost time to work at the work I hate, but I thought that I would post one of these babies [blogs] to you guys before I did this.
And do you know what? Today is Sept. 1st….. tomorrow is the 2nd, and YEANA’s BIRTHDAY!!!!!! WOO HOO!!!!
Love to all,
Rosanna
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