Azn Sensation!!

Hello hello hello!

I'm sorry I haven't been on...I've been rather busy, like all of you have. I guess I have no excuse ^^

Anyways Wendy, I totally know how that feels...my last relationship ended that way (it was 2 years ago!!! HOLY CRAPP!!!). I think the one thing we girls need to worry about is giving in to emotions that won't last, but we don't know it. Do you get what I'm saying? It's like we fool ourselves, and once we actually get into it, we discover that we're not really ready for this at all, or this was just the wrong choice. The ironic part about this is that we have to actually get into the relationship to find out all this...I remember breaking up with my boyfriend and hearing him tell me (in an angry/frustrated manner...I suppose it was to be expected) that I should have thought things out before I said "yes", but sometimes it doesn't really work that way.

Our Homecoming is the 16th...but unless there's a miracle, our team isn't going to win, and unless there's been a huge change, the dance will suck. Our dance is casual...nobody likes it, so I don't understand why they don't just change it to semiformal. Ugh.

I have no school tomorrow! It'll be a day of resting and studying...and eating. :]

My friend's in a new relationship. I don't know if I'm happy for her or if I'm jealous. As I said before, my last relationship was 2 years ago...maybe I'm ready for another one? Maybe I'm not. But whatever it is, I'm definitely wanting company. Sadly enough, there are no eligible guys around, and I'm probably much too busy right now for a relationship anyways.

Speaking of guys...

I have a hot date with el guitarist tomorrow. :]]] HAHAHAHA JK. No, my friend and I are going to chill with the music directors at church. I'm really looking forward to it! I love making good music...

I auditioned for the fall play and got assigned a part as small as the tail of a shrew. Today that part got cut in half. So now my part is half the size of a shrew's tail. :] But for some reason, I have to stay for all of the scenes because I'm in like 5 seconds of each of them. So while I was backstage, I got lonely...and wanted to call you guys. But then the director started throwing a fit and yelling at people for talking backstage, so I had to abort that plan.

I really miss all of you...I texted Tucky for the first time in a long time a few days ago. It's great to see how none of us have changed dramatically since those 10 days ended, long ago. I wish we could meet up somewhere... :/

Tracy, that anime thing sounds awesome! Post more pictures!!!

Rosanna: Did you get the results for the vocal group yet? I'm praying for you...

And Wendy, my ex-roomie: If you want to break up with him, are you going to be okay during Homecoming? I mean, I think you'll be expected to like stick with him for most of the time at the dance...but seeing as how he asked you out like that, it'd be unfair to just end it like that. I'd say go to the dance with him...and see how it feels. I find that it's easier to get attached to guys during dances, but that's just me. Funny how everything seems to work through musical stuff.

I'm not taking the SAT but I am taking the PSAT. I wish all of you the very best of luck...especially Wendy, because you're taking the SAT. I'm sure you'll be fine. :] Frikkin smartass. :]]]

Loving you all from 3000 miles away,
Yeana