HI from LOL!

Hello All! It's been a while since anyone's posted...where are you guys?! I miss you!!! XP

Anyways, life has been SUPER busy lately and I've got a lot to tell you! I actually just got back from band practice/homecoming pep rally, but I decided to blog first before getting to my hw. ^.^

Sooo this week has been homecoming week! Today I dressed as a "nerd"; hahah it was hilarious. This week has been very fun, but SOOOO busyy!! Band has been consuming sooo much of my life these days...we have our first competition on Saturday! I am SO excited, I love competitions! :)))) Also, tomorrow is the Homecoming football game and I'm also uber excited about that because they're presenting court and I got an amazing long red dress for the occasion! Hehehe...
Anyways...I am also taking the SATs Saturday morning...FML. I haven't been reviewing much this week because of the hectic schedule, so I'm really scared I won't do well... :(

But enough about school stufff...I'm sure you guys know of my recent boy news...well Yeana probably doesn't, since she hasn't been on in FOREVER. Anyways, yeah Jon asked me out. Sure, he took me out on a super romantic date and YEAH I liked him at first...but now...I'm not so sure. Actually, I'm pretty sure now that I only started to like him just because he did the whole homecoming thing. And now that we're actually "together", everything's so awkward! I don't feel the chemistry you're supposed to feel! So I'm definitely gonna break up with him...I know this is horrible because it's only been barely a week and ughh maybe it's just me, I just can't keep a relationship going!
But that just means I haven't found the right guy yet...obviously. So now I just need to find a place and time when I can do it...UGH. This is gonna be so hard. He is a nice guy, really...it's just not working out! For me, at least...
*Sigh*

I just feel so stressed lately. I'm exhausted, both physically and emotionally. And yet my parents still constantly nag at me about the most stupid and random things! Like just now...my dad must think I have like no life, because he constantly expects me to "spend time with the family" when OBVIOUSLY I have so much crap to do...He does not understand. He gets mad at me for staying upstairs the whole night...well SORRY that I have loads of homework to do! And he also does not understand how big of a commitment band is, and how important it is in my life...he honestly thinks that I can just "skip" band functions whenever I want and that my presence doesn't matter...WTF. I don't get it...

Sorry, I'm ranting. I just can't take the stress anymore...
But other than that, life has actually been pretty amazing lately! I know I sounded so emo, but really, I'm happy these days. :]

I would love you hear from you guys!

<3 WENDY