I still have loads of homeowrk so this has to be quick.
Thanksgiving was eehhh, like always, but I am so grateful to have you all in my lives.
As Wendy knows, I got a new cell phone/number so i am going to try to text all of you soon, but if I don;t I am volunteering Wendy as the person to go to for it.
This week is so busy... I have atleast one test in every class and this week is also the Melodies of Christmas, and while I enjoy it a lot, getting home at 12am (at the earilest) everynight this week is a little annoying, but then again, I don;t sleep anyway....
I hope all of you are doing well
tracy - I saw a fb status that mentioned a hamster... it makes so much more sense now
Yeana- Keep us posted!
Wendy- Follow your heart, be careful, we are all here for you!
I have to go.... more hopefully this week (if my new laptop comes in..)
Rosanna
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Post-Turkey Day
Hello ladies!
Tracy, I am so glad we finally got to hear about your boyfriend. :]] Heehee...I'm happy for you. I'm surprised your brother wants to meet him though. My brother could care less whether I have a boyfriend or not. Ahahaha...So he thought he was gay? That's interesting. Gay guys at my school usually just come out of the closet and stay gay. I haven't seen a case like that...ever. I want to meet him...if I ever get to New York...T^T
Rosanna: I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! I miss you and hope you get some time off soon...
And to Wendy: Maybe we were overreacting. Well I'm glad to hear that he's a good guy and that he's not trying to play you. If you think it's the right time, I say go for it, then. :] Is he clingy, though?
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My guy issue hasn't changed, really. If anything it's only gotten worse since I've been getting to know Nick more. At least I know that Haley's not taking me to formal because he likes me or something. If he was then I'd feel even worse.
I wish yall could come over to Cupertino and meet Nick. Ahaha...he's not the easiest person to describe.
But here's an attempt:
He's tall, white, and well-built. He smiles easily and has these eyes...
He's got a slightly husky voice. His hair is short and usually gelled up, but the past few days he's kept it just plain (I like it without the gel). He's spontaneous and sweet, but at the same time he's sort of featherbrained.
That's the best I can do... :] He's one of those people you just have to meet...
I hope all of you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! :] I love you all and I'm thankful for you.
love,
Yeana
Tracy, I am so glad we finally got to hear about your boyfriend. :]] Heehee...I'm happy for you. I'm surprised your brother wants to meet him though. My brother could care less whether I have a boyfriend or not. Ahahaha...So he thought he was gay? That's interesting. Gay guys at my school usually just come out of the closet and stay gay. I haven't seen a case like that...ever. I want to meet him...if I ever get to New York...T^T
Rosanna: I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! I miss you and hope you get some time off soon...
And to Wendy: Maybe we were overreacting. Well I'm glad to hear that he's a good guy and that he's not trying to play you. If you think it's the right time, I say go for it, then. :] Is he clingy, though?
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My guy issue hasn't changed, really. If anything it's only gotten worse since I've been getting to know Nick more. At least I know that Haley's not taking me to formal because he likes me or something. If he was then I'd feel even worse.
I wish yall could come over to Cupertino and meet Nick. Ahaha...he's not the easiest person to describe.
But here's an attempt:
He's tall, white, and well-built. He smiles easily and has these eyes...
He's got a slightly husky voice. His hair is short and usually gelled up, but the past few days he's kept it just plain (I like it without the gel). He's spontaneous and sweet, but at the same time he's sort of featherbrained.
That's the best I can do... :] He's one of those people you just have to meet...
I hope all of you had a wonderful Thanksgiving! :] I love you all and I'm thankful for you.
love,
Yeana
Friday, November 27, 2009
You're Beautiful
^that's the name of that drama everyone has been talking about, i've gotta get around to watching it O:
and really ladies, you're all beautiful (:
OH WENDY <3
it seems so BEAUTIFUL (or should i say Schön instead? (;)
^coincidentally i was fooling around with freetranslation.com today with german also. XDXD
hearing this confirmation that Travis is a good guy is like a much needed breathe of air to me, IM SO RELIEVED TT A TT
we were all incredibly worried 'cause of the whole facebook status part (hah. look at what facebook has done to us. XD)
and i for one, am not so worried anymores (:
'cause although it SUCKS horribly that you had to meet so many bad guys, i'm glad that it lets you be all the more happy with this guy C:
and gosh. it's actually kind of...noble? of him to back off cause your assistant lucas liked you, he probably thought that lucas might have been able to make you happy so he backed off (;
after i finished typing this, i realized how abnormally bothersomely long this is. SCROLL DOWN FOR THE LONG STORY MADE SHORT :D
and XDXD
i wasn't kidding when i thought he was gay. he gave me good reason to believe that it was NOT the kind of joke that guys usually do (and girls. hah.)
you know. they jokingly go and hug their friends and such but they're actually straight.
NO. I REALLY THOUGHT HE WAS GAY @__@
and yes he kissed a guy in front of me. rather shocking.
it didn't. quite. bother me. so much. XD
'cause it's not like i expect him to change overnight
and if flirting with his friends (and that at the very least was a joke, to my knowledge he never had a serious relationship relationship with a guy) made him happy then it was A-okay with me
apparently, my hugging my own friends (..i excessively hug. i glomp. though only to girls. they're just so easy to be comfortable with (: ) made him jealous sometimes. XD
and one of my friends kissed me on the cheek, and she's so lovable, so this was a-okay to me
though i dunno if it's the same for you guys (hell, i don't know if even some of my other friends do this XD) but i very often tell my (girl) friends that i love them lots, and i shower them with hugs and such
and once in a while a teasing kiss on the cheek, just one of those MUAH ones XDXD
so i was with him and his friend and she asked me if it bothered me that he acted so gay.
i said no, not really- and what was i supposed to do about it anyways if it made him happy?
but he didn't know that it bothered me at all 'till i was joking around with my friend
and we were outside his classroom
so he walked out to see us against the wall hugging each other. AHEM. XD
and he went NYUUU and just sorta picked up both up with a hug? @__@
and i told him jokingly that if he was allowed to be gay with his friends i should be albe to be gay with mine <3
and he told me that he got jealous (: <--too bad for him, but that made me happy =="
and just wed i kinda sorta ditched him for club practice with one of my super important friends
and she was rather upset with me that i didn't meet her in the morning cause he stole me away after breakfast during our free period
and she refused to hug me :C
but i ditched him for club practice
so she hugged me again
and i texted him happily that i got a hug from her (:
he then replied with a text that he got two hugs from three of his friends
i replied with "dont make me go around kissing girls. ILL KISS SHANNON (well on the cheek) RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU > u o"
i wasn't aware that i'd get such a nice reaction XD
he said he'd stop being gay around his friends O:
though. i really. honestly didn't mind. i just didn't like it when his friends went and kissed him =="
GOSH CONFUSING. THIS IS EVEN CONFUSING TO ME @__@
LONG STORY MADE SHORT:
after his first girlfriend hurt him emotionally really bad, he became "gay" and he seriously believed that he was "gay" O__O
^thus the introduction of "you can't miss me, i act like a flaming homosexual" XDXD
if anything, this allowed me to view him AT FIRST as a friend who i could be extremely comfortable with, almost like...a girl? XDXD
of course, at some point along the way i screwed myself over by noticing him as a guy, but yeah
so he told me that if he had to choose between any guy and me
he'd choose me (:
unless the guy was johnny depp
and quite honestly, i can't blame him. johnny depp is ridiculously amazing (:
here's something strange that's gonna happen.
my brother.
in a moment of awkwardness
wants to be brotherly
so he suggested
(awkwardly) a double date
so he could meet him O__O
oh gosh.
AND ALSO. A PIECE OF NEWS
THOUGH I THINK YOU GUYS ALREADY KNOW CAUSE OF FACEBOOK XD
at my school we had a culture festival and i was in the fashion show (:
HOOSHA :D
and also. my school. currently is under LOCKDOWN. cause of some gosh be darned arsonist =="
more in detail at some later point
i gotta sleep =__="
with love that will always be there for my ladies,
tracy.
and really ladies, you're all beautiful (:
OH WENDY <3
it seems so BEAUTIFUL (or should i say Schön instead? (;)
^coincidentally i was fooling around with freetranslation.com today with german also. XDXD
hearing this confirmation that Travis is a good guy is like a much needed breathe of air to me, IM SO RELIEVED TT A TT
we were all incredibly worried 'cause of the whole facebook status part (hah. look at what facebook has done to us. XD)
and i for one, am not so worried anymores (:
'cause although it SUCKS horribly that you had to meet so many bad guys, i'm glad that it lets you be all the more happy with this guy C:
and gosh. it's actually kind of...noble? of him to back off cause your assistant lucas liked you, he probably thought that lucas might have been able to make you happy so he backed off (;
after i finished typing this, i realized how abnormally bothersomely long this is. SCROLL DOWN FOR THE LONG STORY MADE SHORT :D
and XDXD
i wasn't kidding when i thought he was gay. he gave me good reason to believe that it was NOT the kind of joke that guys usually do (and girls. hah.)
you know. they jokingly go and hug their friends and such but they're actually straight.
NO. I REALLY THOUGHT HE WAS GAY @__@
and yes he kissed a guy in front of me. rather shocking.
it didn't. quite. bother me. so much. XD
'cause it's not like i expect him to change overnight
and if flirting with his friends (and that at the very least was a joke, to my knowledge he never had a serious relationship relationship with a guy) made him happy then it was A-okay with me
apparently, my hugging my own friends (..i excessively hug. i glomp. though only to girls. they're just so easy to be comfortable with (: ) made him jealous sometimes. XD
and one of my friends kissed me on the cheek, and she's so lovable, so this was a-okay to me
though i dunno if it's the same for you guys (hell, i don't know if even some of my other friends do this XD) but i very often tell my (girl) friends that i love them lots, and i shower them with hugs and such
and once in a while a teasing kiss on the cheek, just one of those MUAH ones XDXD
so i was with him and his friend and she asked me if it bothered me that he acted so gay.
i said no, not really- and what was i supposed to do about it anyways if it made him happy?
but he didn't know that it bothered me at all 'till i was joking around with my friend
and we were outside his classroom
so he walked out to see us against the wall hugging each other. AHEM. XD
and he went NYUUU and just sorta picked up both up with a hug? @__@
and i told him jokingly that if he was allowed to be gay with his friends i should be albe to be gay with mine <3
and he told me that he got jealous (: <--too bad for him, but that made me happy =="
and just wed i kinda sorta ditched him for club practice with one of my super important friends
and she was rather upset with me that i didn't meet her in the morning cause he stole me away after breakfast during our free period
and she refused to hug me :C
but i ditched him for club practice
so she hugged me again
and i texted him happily that i got a hug from her (:
he then replied with a text that he got two hugs from three of his friends
i replied with "dont make me go around kissing girls. ILL KISS SHANNON (well on the cheek) RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU > u o"
i wasn't aware that i'd get such a nice reaction XD
he said he'd stop being gay around his friends O:
though. i really. honestly didn't mind. i just didn't like it when his friends went and kissed him =="
GOSH CONFUSING. THIS IS EVEN CONFUSING TO ME @__@
LONG STORY MADE SHORT:
after his first girlfriend hurt him emotionally really bad, he became "gay" and he seriously believed that he was "gay" O__O
^thus the introduction of "you can't miss me, i act like a flaming homosexual" XDXD
if anything, this allowed me to view him AT FIRST as a friend who i could be extremely comfortable with, almost like...a girl? XDXD
of course, at some point along the way i screwed myself over by noticing him as a guy, but yeah
so he told me that if he had to choose between any guy and me
he'd choose me (:
unless the guy was johnny depp
and quite honestly, i can't blame him. johnny depp is ridiculously amazing (:
here's something strange that's gonna happen.
my brother.
in a moment of awkwardness
wants to be brotherly
so he suggested
(awkwardly) a double date
so he could meet him O__O
oh gosh.
AND ALSO. A PIECE OF NEWS
THOUGH I THINK YOU GUYS ALREADY KNOW CAUSE OF FACEBOOK XD
at my school we had a culture festival and i was in the fashion show (:
HOOSHA :D
and also. my school. currently is under LOCKDOWN. cause of some gosh be darned arsonist =="
more in detail at some later point
i gotta sleep =__="
with love that will always be there for my ladies,
tracy.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving from Land O' Lakes!
I am so incredibly thankful to have all of you wonderful chicas in my life. :] I hope you guys had a wonderful day!
Anyways...I have MUCH to tell. :PPP
But first...Tracy, your story sounds soooo cute and it seems as if you're REALLY happy! Ahhh I'm so excited for you :]]] Just one clarification...so he is bi? Or have you "changed" him. I'm just confused...and he kisses BOYS in front of you? Doesn't that kinda bother you? Lol I hope he doesn't do that kind of stuff anymore...hehe.
Okay okay. Sooo...basically I have a lot to say regarding Travis and I. And I know you guys already have a bad impression of him, but please let me explain...and trust me I am not "blinded by love" right now...Lol.
Alright. So a misunderstanding first of all...He had not written "I <3>.< And so I waited, and then the PERFECT OPPORTUNITY came. He changed his status to something in german, which translated to "Wendy, you looked beautiful today". (that's kinda his little thing for me, he always says sweet stuff to me in german and then I make him translate it for me ;P) ANYWAYS. So I was just upfront and asked about the change in statuses...because I was confused about his relationship with Allie. He said that there was nothing between them, everything was done. I was like, well are you sure, because you still had that status up...and he said that he was veryyy sure and reassured me that he is a one girl kinda guy. And honestly, he really is...I know the situation may sound a bit sketchy, and I am a bit suspicious too but Travis really is a GOOD guy. I'm not saying that because of all the sweet things he says to me, but because I've seen him in relationships and I've known him long enough (since 6th grade) to know what kinda guy he is. With his first serious girlfriend last year, she actually wanted to have sex with him, but he wouldn't do it. That's my boyyy :]]]]
He's very sensitive and he's considerate. Please trust me on this one...I have been hurt too many times that I've developed this radar for bad boys, so I know when I'm fooling myself or when I'm getting fooled. I will be cautious, I promise :)
So back to the story. After we solved that issue, he kinda confessed his feelings for me. He told he's always been attracted to me, just too scared to make a move. And with the whole Lucas (my assistant, who liked me, remember?) thing at the beginning of the year...he backed off because Lucas told me about how much he liked me. >.<
But I guess now that the feeling's mutual...everything's out in the open? :P So we talk everyday. He texts me in the morning just to say Good Morning, he texts me before I go to bed and showers me with cheesy compliments in German. And yesterday he told me for the first time straight up that he liked me. ^.^ He cares about the things I do during the day, and he remembers conversations we had from months past. He doesn't try to "talk dirty" with me but actually holds intellectual conversations to learn more about me. And he gives me butterflies, something that I haven't felt in a long time...
So he makes me happy. And whether this happiness is just my imagination or not, I do not know...But I am going to trust my instincts. I'll be careful, and I won't let him take advantage of me. I just feel that I can't pass up this opportunity...
So yeah. Just had to get allll of that out there. Blahhh. What do you girls think???
XP
I love you,
WENDY
Anyways...I have MUCH to tell. :PPP
But first...Tracy, your story sounds soooo cute and it seems as if you're REALLY happy! Ahhh I'm so excited for you :]]] Just one clarification...so he is bi? Or have you "changed" him. I'm just confused...and he kisses BOYS in front of you? Doesn't that kinda bother you? Lol I hope he doesn't do that kind of stuff anymore...hehe.
Okay okay. Sooo...basically I have a lot to say regarding Travis and I. And I know you guys already have a bad impression of him, but please let me explain...and trust me I am not "blinded by love" right now...Lol.
Alright. So a misunderstanding first of all...He had not written "I <3>.< And so I waited, and then the PERFECT OPPORTUNITY came. He changed his status to something in german, which translated to "Wendy, you looked beautiful today". (that's kinda his little thing for me, he always says sweet stuff to me in german and then I make him translate it for me ;P) ANYWAYS. So I was just upfront and asked about the change in statuses...because I was confused about his relationship with Allie. He said that there was nothing between them, everything was done. I was like, well are you sure, because you still had that status up...and he said that he was veryyy sure and reassured me that he is a one girl kinda guy. And honestly, he really is...I know the situation may sound a bit sketchy, and I am a bit suspicious too but Travis really is a GOOD guy. I'm not saying that because of all the sweet things he says to me, but because I've seen him in relationships and I've known him long enough (since 6th grade) to know what kinda guy he is. With his first serious girlfriend last year, she actually wanted to have sex with him, but he wouldn't do it. That's my boyyy :]]]]
He's very sensitive and he's considerate. Please trust me on this one...I have been hurt too many times that I've developed this radar for bad boys, so I know when I'm fooling myself or when I'm getting fooled. I will be cautious, I promise :)
So back to the story. After we solved that issue, he kinda confessed his feelings for me. He told he's always been attracted to me, just too scared to make a move. And with the whole Lucas (my assistant, who liked me, remember?) thing at the beginning of the year...he backed off because Lucas told me about how much he liked me. >.<
But I guess now that the feeling's mutual...everything's out in the open? :P So we talk everyday. He texts me in the morning just to say Good Morning, he texts me before I go to bed and showers me with cheesy compliments in German. And yesterday he told me for the first time straight up that he liked me. ^.^ He cares about the things I do during the day, and he remembers conversations we had from months past. He doesn't try to "talk dirty" with me but actually holds intellectual conversations to learn more about me. And he gives me butterflies, something that I haven't felt in a long time...
So he makes me happy. And whether this happiness is just my imagination or not, I do not know...But I am going to trust my instincts. I'll be careful, and I won't let him take advantage of me. I just feel that I can't pass up this opportunity...
So yeah. Just had to get allll of that out there. Blahhh. What do you girls think???
XP
I love you,
WENDY
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
turkey day O:
OKAY. the school week is finally over. and i have the whole night ahead of me to type it all out >D
YEANABABE,
oh gosh :C
i get the predicament that you're in, though i've never said yes D:
^though that's cause i've always been mean ==" i'd laugh it off pretending that i think they're just joking D: WHICH IS CRUEL TO THEM. >__<
but i think if you manage to make it clear to them that you're just going with them as a FRIEND...then your guy might get the same message. and to him, this means hope (:
I SAW A PICTURE HEY HEY (;
^facebook :D
WENDY LOVE,
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE STRONG IN FRONT OF US.
we know you as supergirl and everything, but we still want you to be YOURSELF. all exposed, vulnerable, EVERYTHING with us (:
why?
'cause we unquestionably love you.
now about this Travis guy...
you say he's a good guy.
and i trust your judgement.
but that facebook status seems a bit dodgy /:
though. there's the possibility that he was crushing on this girl...but you know, he got rejected and whatnot. so then he sees Wendy, this gorgeous girl that he figured he could like
after flirting with you like crazy, the INTEREST DEVELOPES EVEN FURTHER (:
though i'm worried about you if he still has this status up...how frequent does he go on facebook? maybe he was serious about her so it hurts to take it off? O:
ROSANNAMOMMA,
it hurts that you're so close (SAME STATE >D) but still so far away :C
if possible, you should see when you have time (and i mean serious time. i don't want you to stress out trying to have a free day to hang out, i want it to be a "oh, i have nothing planned that day, i've relaxed the day before and everything and i'm happy" day so you could come over to the city to flushing, cause cause i recently found out that Won, even though he lives in connecticut he goes to flushing to shop O: WEIRD AS HELL. but incredibly convenient for a mini NSLC reunion..? :D
so about my last post...
i can't explain it without introducing him first though O:
his name: is arthur (:
chan.
(:
(:
yeah. but if you look at my facebook statuses lately....he's that "hamsturr" i mention. alot. =///= and i'm his "tractor" XD
it started when our mutual friend jon (polar bear) meant to call out "tracester" and ended up going "tractor"
weird. but it stuck (:
AND HERE I WILL LAUNCH OUT INTO A WHOLE TALK TALK TALK ABOUT THE MOST MENIAL DETAILS...so really. feel free to skip on ahead >__<
so we met. through facebook. XD
no not really. technically it was through Antares, my school's sci fi magazine :D
my friend Leeza is the editor in chief of it, and i was joining this year
and she was saying at the meeting how we should all feel free to say hello to each other in the halls, and i panicked and asked her "WHAT IF I DONT REMEMBER YOU?! D: "
and someone just said "OH. DONT WORRY. WE"LL REMEMBER YOU XD FACEBOOK!"
so arthur facebooked..well, EVERYONE in Antares. so that's early september (:
later on, you guys know how i went to NYAF the New York Anime Festival, no?
well after i got home and such i got a friend request from some guy named Howard. and we had some mutual friends so i figured "okay, he might be in one of my classes but i dont remember"
actually, Howard graduated from my school already but he saw me @ NYAF and remembered me 'cause i always held the door for the dining hall @__@
through howard i became friends with jon (polar bear) which was extremely random. he just. friended me. because i was friends with howard @__@
and with our constant wall-to-walls i started appearing on Arthur's news feed cause you know how you get the wall to walls of your close friend's conversation with their friend who you dont know, etc. etc.
so it started with:
"hi, my name is arthur
i feel like i should introduce myself as well (cus jonathan's chat with you is dominating my newsfeed)
i added you cus you're in that antares thing
and i just added everyone from that club so it looks like i have more friends!
i was too lazy to say hi to anyone before
but now i've got nothing better to do!
so hello friend!"
and when i asked towards how i would recognize him at school he said he acted like a "flaming homosexual" XDXD
so with this, and cause when i saw him in person he said he was gay (and with all seriousness) i honestly believed he was GAY.
so this is why i never said anything about liking someone.
i was extremely upset. when i thought that i was crushing. on a gay guy. gosh.
so basically.
we talked.
and talked.
and talked.
and there was this one time. when i teased him about how he shouldn't mind me taking a picture at halloween of his friend in a dress
"XD
i thought you were gay, it shouldn't matter whether he looks manly or womanly (;"
"im not gay
im not straight
im just confused."
it was horrible of me to feel happy when i saw that he was confused. but i was happy.
the constant talking ensued
our facebook wall to walls grew to the point that we had to post them seperately in "parts"
so the talking ensued
and he started to play the guitar around me and we started talking music
and the first song that he played for me was that youtube song "mario kart love song" cause we both found it so ridiculously awesome. 'cause cmon. MARIO KART (:
i found it funny that later on as we started going out one of his friends came up to me and said "LOL, WERE YOU THAT GIRL I SAW HIM SERENADING IN THE ATRIUM?"
i blushed and nodded 'cause back then we were friends. but apparently didn't look it?
yeah. so we made plans early in the week to meet up saturday to go to Times Square's Toys R Us cause it was the biggest one we knew, and we were looking for a hamster girlfriend for him XD
later in the week before the day we were to meet up
MY SCHOOL HAD A FIRE. there's this arsonist going around setting things on fire.
at first it started out small, you know- a bathroom or a garbage can. we assumed it was some retard who just didn't want to take a math test (though it started becoming more frequent and more dangerous. some fires were set purposely near the robotics room, and with all of the grease in there it could blow up half the school and another fire was set near the eighth floor escalator that was under construction that could've blown us up to kingdom come. XD)
yeah. so we had a fire on friday the 13th.
later when i got home, i see a fb message from jon the polar bear
and hoorah! cause he came to be a good friend
but. this good friend. confessed to me :C
and i just couldn't say yes. 'cause unlike yeana and wendy, i am a cruel person and i didn't get that special feeling from him.
feeling all doom and gloom the next day, i met up with arthur @ toys r us and i had fun O: it was just so easy to be happy around him (:
so we hung around toys r us, scoured it for hamsters FOUND NONE, sang along to the taylor swift song playing over the PA system XD
and we took the train downtown to chinatown for BUBBLE TEA <3 and we ate at some restaurant for lunch
standard just hanging out with a friend stuff, though this friend just happened to be a guy O:
we went to the park afterwards and you see, it had just literally rained so EVERYTHING was wet so the park was empty (:
though he had a box of kleenex in his bookbag (we both had sat classes earlier in the day) and we wiped off a table and sat
we did weird things
we watched leaves and identified shapes (one was the triforce from the legend of zelda...XD)
we talked about fog
shoes
and like creepers, we watched these little kids playing in the park.
we then played whatever music i either had on my phone, or he had on his itouch and we sang along to them. loudly. and not very well XD
and you see, it started to get late
and we had to go home :C
so our conversation just...stopped. and we sat there. i didn't want to go and i figured he just found it awkward to get up before i did
so i started to put together my stuff and he started to put together his sentences all nervous like (:
he then used a line from the Mario Kart Love Song, "Will you be my princess and I'll be your toad?"
you see, i was shocked.
surprised.
UNBELIEVING THAT THIS WAS HAPPENING. so my jaw was dropped and my head was blank.
he looked at me, and i looked away and covered my face with my hands
when he asked me what my reply was i just nodded furiously cause...well, i couldn't talk O__O
i was just so embarrassed and happy (:
i must say. we're an awkward couple.
we didn't hold hands or anything
we just walked each other to the station (WE GOT LOST. XD)
and talked like crazy like always
when i got home, i thought i dreamt it all O__O
but his friends would send me comments going "nudge nudge" and such >///<
that night, he ended his facebook relationship with jon the polar bear. and i told him about jon the polar bear confessing. he said not to worry cause he was just going through some troubles and was feeling depressed so he was confessing to girls in hopes of making that feeling go away.
it was true.
he confessed to my friend
a week later to another of his friends
and then to me =="
so i was feeling relieved cause i didn't want to lose him as a friend
and he was arthur's close friend
so awkward if things didn't work out..
things didn't work out.
jon stopped talking to me.
i shouted out a hello to him in the hallways and i was ignored.
though i spent a lot more time with arthur (:
and got closer as friends
and slowly became less AWKWARD of a NERVOUS couple XD
i seemed to have drifted farther from polar bear :C
then he told me something that made me...upset.
i questioned him through a facebook message as to whether or not he wanted to be friends with me cause i told him that it hurt to keep saying hii and to continually be ignored. He told me that he knew that one of his BEST FRIENDS, arthur was going to ask me out and he asked me out on friday the 13th cause he wanted to do it before arthur could.
i was mad.
but sad. that he did this.
and this was not the shit.
arthur wanted to meet...MY PARENTS. D:
WHY?
CAUSE HE'S CRAZY AND WEIRD D:
for some reason, he was convinced that they'd like him.
make a long story short...
i told my mom first at the restaurant
she got mad
i got yelled at
i argued
she gave excuses
i rebutted them (thanks NSLC (; )
i cried
and left the restaurant with my stuff, i decided that i'd just take the subway home instead of waiting for a ride.
and the sweetest thing was
arthur was there with eleven of his friends just eating dinner before i got there to introduce him
cause we thought that maybe she should sorta meet him first before she automatically hated him.
so i was with one of my friends as i introduced him
his friends started filing out of the restaurant as they finished eating
and he was the last one out causei told him it'd be best if he left since my mom was sorta yelling
i later told my friend not to bother waiting for me 'cause i didn't want to cry in front of her, and i told her that on her way out to tell arthur and his friends to stop waiting for me outside cause i wasn't leaving anytime soon =="
so after that bit of arguing and such
i left the restaurant
to see Arthur waiting outside for me (:
he panicked, and called his friend's mom and asked her what to do
she told him to stop whatever he was thinking, AND NOT TO GO INSIDE to talk to my mom (which was what he was planning XD) and to just stand outside waiting for me.
it's a good thing he didn't go inside, or there might have been blood D:
so my mom outright rejected it.
and i felt like the shit had hit the fan.
i cried that night as i resolved to talk to arthur the next day and ask him if he was sure he still wanted to be with me. 'cause i didn't think it was fair to involve him in my dysfunctional family :C
he'd either leave me. which would show that he didn't care enough to stay. or he'd be the sweet retard that he was and leave me thinking that it'd be best that we weren't together so i wouldn't have to argue with my parents.
in the end, my friend talked me out of it, AND ITS A GOOD THING TOO.
cause later on in the week after a cold war with my mom (my dad still has no idea...) she confronted me about it and told me many...many things. but in the end she said that she accepted that nothing she said could change my mind about it, so she wanted to just see how it worked out first and gave me many things that i had to improve and all. but no sweat, i was already improving in the school aspect 'cause arthur's such a nerd that he tutors me and makes me sleep early instead of staying online all night
he gets me to go to sleep early cause he says he wont be able to sleep cause he'll be worried (:
then ended my moment of crisis...
also.
today.
polar bear said hello to me (:
there are still things troubling me
some of my friends said that we got into this way too fast 'cause it was really just a month that we knew each other O:
but. it felt like so much longer O___O
and every day that i spend with him
i think.
i may be possibly
falling in love with him.
i'm too scared to say anything
i don't say "i love you" because i can say that easily to friends (easy peasy cause i love them (: )
but to a boyfriend
this was something serious
and i still haven't said it
we're a slow
and awkward couple
and at first i was afraid everytime he was with his guy lovers so much cause although they were supposedly joking, i was still scared that it'd turn out that he didn't like me and would prefer a guy.
he kissed a guy.
the guy just came up to us, and he kissed him right on the lips.
i can't lie and say that this didn't bother me =="
but now he doesn't do homo stuff as much XD
it's more like i'll tease him when i hug my friends like crazy
and he'll tease me back by hugging his friends, and er, etc. with them XD
i figure that it might mean that i'm kinda sorta important to him and to tell the truth, i don't get a lot of perverted jokes so he's almost...afraid? to touch someone that he calls "innocent" XD
his friends teased him a lot at first.
first they would say "OMG, YOU'RE STRAIGHT?"
and then "LOL, YOU FREAKING PEDO. SHE LOOKS LIKE A LITTLE DOLL" TT_TT
but i'm slowly becoming more secure with him
it helps that he told me that he likes me BECAUSE i'm so weird XD i was afraid that my weirdness would drive him away =="
and i was scared that he'd fall for some hotter girl (cause he has a lot of friends that are girls, and so do i :C)
but this one time we were talking about how cute one of my friends was (AND SHE IS, SHE'S FREAKING ADORABLE) and he just ehhed and said that she was a cute that you could find everywhere and he liked how weirdly adorable i was to him (:
so i've gone over how we met, how it happened, random crap, the shit, and how i got over my insecurites :D
i just want you guys to know that he'll never replace you guys in my heart, and I STILL LOVE YOU ALL AS MUCH AS EVER <3
with love,
tracy.
p.s. i'm forgetting something...
YEANABABE,
oh gosh :C
i get the predicament that you're in, though i've never said yes D:
^though that's cause i've always been mean ==" i'd laugh it off pretending that i think they're just joking D: WHICH IS CRUEL TO THEM. >__<
but i think if you manage to make it clear to them that you're just going with them as a FRIEND...then your guy might get the same message. and to him, this means hope (:
I SAW A PICTURE HEY HEY (;
^facebook :D
WENDY LOVE,
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE STRONG IN FRONT OF US.
we know you as supergirl and everything, but we still want you to be YOURSELF. all exposed, vulnerable, EVERYTHING with us (:
why?
'cause we unquestionably love you.
now about this Travis guy...
you say he's a good guy.
and i trust your judgement.
but that facebook status seems a bit dodgy /:
though. there's the possibility that he was crushing on this girl...but you know, he got rejected and whatnot. so then he sees Wendy, this gorgeous girl that he figured he could like
after flirting with you like crazy, the INTEREST DEVELOPES EVEN FURTHER (:
though i'm worried about you if he still has this status up...how frequent does he go on facebook? maybe he was serious about her so it hurts to take it off? O:
ROSANNAMOMMA,
it hurts that you're so close (SAME STATE >D) but still so far away :C
if possible, you should see when you have time (and i mean serious time. i don't want you to stress out trying to have a free day to hang out, i want it to be a "oh, i have nothing planned that day, i've relaxed the day before and everything and i'm happy" day so you could come over to the city to flushing, cause cause i recently found out that Won, even though he lives in connecticut he goes to flushing to shop O: WEIRD AS HELL. but incredibly convenient for a mini NSLC reunion..? :D
so about my last post...
i can't explain it without introducing him first though O:
his name: is arthur (:
chan.
(:
(:
yeah. but if you look at my facebook statuses lately....he's that "hamsturr" i mention. alot. =///= and i'm his "tractor" XD
it started when our mutual friend jon (polar bear) meant to call out "tracester" and ended up going "tractor"
weird. but it stuck (:
AND HERE I WILL LAUNCH OUT INTO A WHOLE TALK TALK TALK ABOUT THE MOST MENIAL DETAILS...so really. feel free to skip on ahead >__<
so we met. through facebook. XD
no not really. technically it was through Antares, my school's sci fi magazine :D
my friend Leeza is the editor in chief of it, and i was joining this year
and she was saying at the meeting how we should all feel free to say hello to each other in the halls, and i panicked and asked her "WHAT IF I DONT REMEMBER YOU?! D: "
and someone just said "OH. DONT WORRY. WE"LL REMEMBER YOU XD FACEBOOK!"
so arthur facebooked..well, EVERYONE in Antares. so that's early september (:
later on, you guys know how i went to NYAF the New York Anime Festival, no?
well after i got home and such i got a friend request from some guy named Howard. and we had some mutual friends so i figured "okay, he might be in one of my classes but i dont remember"
actually, Howard graduated from my school already but he saw me @ NYAF and remembered me 'cause i always held the door for the dining hall @__@
through howard i became friends with jon (polar bear) which was extremely random. he just. friended me. because i was friends with howard @__@
and with our constant wall-to-walls i started appearing on Arthur's news feed cause you know how you get the wall to walls of your close friend's conversation with their friend who you dont know, etc. etc.
so it started with:
"hi, my name is arthur
i feel like i should introduce myself as well (cus jonathan's chat with you is dominating my newsfeed)
i added you cus you're in that antares thing
and i just added everyone from that club so it looks like i have more friends!
i was too lazy to say hi to anyone before
but now i've got nothing better to do!
so hello friend!"
and when i asked towards how i would recognize him at school he said he acted like a "flaming homosexual" XDXD
so with this, and cause when i saw him in person he said he was gay (and with all seriousness) i honestly believed he was GAY.
so this is why i never said anything about liking someone.
i was extremely upset. when i thought that i was crushing. on a gay guy. gosh.
so basically.
we talked.
and talked.
and talked.
and there was this one time. when i teased him about how he shouldn't mind me taking a picture at halloween of his friend in a dress
"XD
i thought you were gay, it shouldn't matter whether he looks manly or womanly (;"
"im not gay
im not straight
im just confused."
it was horrible of me to feel happy when i saw that he was confused. but i was happy.
the constant talking ensued
our facebook wall to walls grew to the point that we had to post them seperately in "parts"
so the talking ensued
and he started to play the guitar around me and we started talking music
and the first song that he played for me was that youtube song "mario kart love song" cause we both found it so ridiculously awesome. 'cause cmon. MARIO KART (:
i found it funny that later on as we started going out one of his friends came up to me and said "LOL, WERE YOU THAT GIRL I SAW HIM SERENADING IN THE ATRIUM?"
i blushed and nodded 'cause back then we were friends. but apparently didn't look it?
yeah. so we made plans early in the week to meet up saturday to go to Times Square's Toys R Us cause it was the biggest one we knew, and we were looking for a hamster girlfriend for him XD
later in the week before the day we were to meet up
MY SCHOOL HAD A FIRE. there's this arsonist going around setting things on fire.
at first it started out small, you know- a bathroom or a garbage can. we assumed it was some retard who just didn't want to take a math test (though it started becoming more frequent and more dangerous. some fires were set purposely near the robotics room, and with all of the grease in there it could blow up half the school and another fire was set near the eighth floor escalator that was under construction that could've blown us up to kingdom come. XD)
yeah. so we had a fire on friday the 13th.
later when i got home, i see a fb message from jon the polar bear
and hoorah! cause he came to be a good friend
but. this good friend. confessed to me :C
and i just couldn't say yes. 'cause unlike yeana and wendy, i am a cruel person and i didn't get that special feeling from him.
feeling all doom and gloom the next day, i met up with arthur @ toys r us and i had fun O: it was just so easy to be happy around him (:
so we hung around toys r us, scoured it for hamsters FOUND NONE, sang along to the taylor swift song playing over the PA system XD
and we took the train downtown to chinatown for BUBBLE TEA <3 and we ate at some restaurant for lunch
standard just hanging out with a friend stuff, though this friend just happened to be a guy O:
we went to the park afterwards and you see, it had just literally rained so EVERYTHING was wet so the park was empty (:
though he had a box of kleenex in his bookbag (we both had sat classes earlier in the day) and we wiped off a table and sat
we did weird things
we watched leaves and identified shapes (one was the triforce from the legend of zelda...XD)
we talked about fog
shoes
and like creepers, we watched these little kids playing in the park.
we then played whatever music i either had on my phone, or he had on his itouch and we sang along to them. loudly. and not very well XD
and you see, it started to get late
and we had to go home :C
so our conversation just...stopped. and we sat there. i didn't want to go and i figured he just found it awkward to get up before i did
so i started to put together my stuff and he started to put together his sentences all nervous like (:
he then used a line from the Mario Kart Love Song, "Will you be my princess and I'll be your toad?"
you see, i was shocked.
surprised.
UNBELIEVING THAT THIS WAS HAPPENING. so my jaw was dropped and my head was blank.
he looked at me, and i looked away and covered my face with my hands
when he asked me what my reply was i just nodded furiously cause...well, i couldn't talk O__O
i was just so embarrassed and happy (:
i must say. we're an awkward couple.
we didn't hold hands or anything
we just walked each other to the station (WE GOT LOST. XD)
and talked like crazy like always
when i got home, i thought i dreamt it all O__O
but his friends would send me comments going "nudge nudge" and such >///<
that night, he ended his facebook relationship with jon the polar bear. and i told him about jon the polar bear confessing. he said not to worry cause he was just going through some troubles and was feeling depressed so he was confessing to girls in hopes of making that feeling go away.
it was true.
he confessed to my friend
a week later to another of his friends
and then to me =="
so i was feeling relieved cause i didn't want to lose him as a friend
and he was arthur's close friend
so awkward if things didn't work out..
things didn't work out.
jon stopped talking to me.
i shouted out a hello to him in the hallways and i was ignored.
though i spent a lot more time with arthur (:
and got closer as friends
and slowly became less AWKWARD of a NERVOUS couple XD
i seemed to have drifted farther from polar bear :C
then he told me something that made me...upset.
i questioned him through a facebook message as to whether or not he wanted to be friends with me cause i told him that it hurt to keep saying hii and to continually be ignored. He told me that he knew that one of his BEST FRIENDS, arthur was going to ask me out and he asked me out on friday the 13th cause he wanted to do it before arthur could.
i was mad.
but sad. that he did this.
and this was not the shit.
arthur wanted to meet...MY PARENTS. D:
WHY?
CAUSE HE'S CRAZY AND WEIRD D:
for some reason, he was convinced that they'd like him.
make a long story short...
i told my mom first at the restaurant
she got mad
i got yelled at
i argued
she gave excuses
i rebutted them (thanks NSLC (; )
i cried
and left the restaurant with my stuff, i decided that i'd just take the subway home instead of waiting for a ride.
and the sweetest thing was
arthur was there with eleven of his friends just eating dinner before i got there to introduce him
cause we thought that maybe she should sorta meet him first before she automatically hated him.
so i was with one of my friends as i introduced him
his friends started filing out of the restaurant as they finished eating
and he was the last one out causei told him it'd be best if he left since my mom was sorta yelling
i later told my friend not to bother waiting for me 'cause i didn't want to cry in front of her, and i told her that on her way out to tell arthur and his friends to stop waiting for me outside cause i wasn't leaving anytime soon =="
so after that bit of arguing and such
i left the restaurant
to see Arthur waiting outside for me (:
he panicked, and called his friend's mom and asked her what to do
she told him to stop whatever he was thinking, AND NOT TO GO INSIDE to talk to my mom (which was what he was planning XD) and to just stand outside waiting for me.
it's a good thing he didn't go inside, or there might have been blood D:
so my mom outright rejected it.
and i felt like the shit had hit the fan.
i cried that night as i resolved to talk to arthur the next day and ask him if he was sure he still wanted to be with me. 'cause i didn't think it was fair to involve him in my dysfunctional family :C
he'd either leave me. which would show that he didn't care enough to stay. or he'd be the sweet retard that he was and leave me thinking that it'd be best that we weren't together so i wouldn't have to argue with my parents.
in the end, my friend talked me out of it, AND ITS A GOOD THING TOO.
cause later on in the week after a cold war with my mom (my dad still has no idea...) she confronted me about it and told me many...many things. but in the end she said that she accepted that nothing she said could change my mind about it, so she wanted to just see how it worked out first and gave me many things that i had to improve and all. but no sweat, i was already improving in the school aspect 'cause arthur's such a nerd that he tutors me and makes me sleep early instead of staying online all night
he gets me to go to sleep early cause he says he wont be able to sleep cause he'll be worried (:
then ended my moment of crisis...
also.
today.
polar bear said hello to me (:
there are still things troubling me
some of my friends said that we got into this way too fast 'cause it was really just a month that we knew each other O:
but. it felt like so much longer O___O
and every day that i spend with him
i think.
i may be possibly
falling in love with him.
i'm too scared to say anything
i don't say "i love you" because i can say that easily to friends (easy peasy cause i love them (: )
but to a boyfriend
this was something serious
and i still haven't said it
we're a slow
and awkward couple
and at first i was afraid everytime he was with his guy lovers so much cause although they were supposedly joking, i was still scared that it'd turn out that he didn't like me and would prefer a guy.
he kissed a guy.
the guy just came up to us, and he kissed him right on the lips.
i can't lie and say that this didn't bother me =="
but now he doesn't do homo stuff as much XD
it's more like i'll tease him when i hug my friends like crazy
and he'll tease me back by hugging his friends, and er, etc. with them XD
i figure that it might mean that i'm kinda sorta important to him and to tell the truth, i don't get a lot of perverted jokes so he's almost...afraid? to touch someone that he calls "innocent" XD
his friends teased him a lot at first.
first they would say "OMG, YOU'RE STRAIGHT?"
and then "LOL, YOU FREAKING PEDO. SHE LOOKS LIKE A LITTLE DOLL" TT_TT
but i'm slowly becoming more secure with him
it helps that he told me that he likes me BECAUSE i'm so weird XD i was afraid that my weirdness would drive him away =="
and i was scared that he'd fall for some hotter girl (cause he has a lot of friends that are girls, and so do i :C)
but this one time we were talking about how cute one of my friends was (AND SHE IS, SHE'S FREAKING ADORABLE) and he just ehhed and said that she was a cute that you could find everywhere and he liked how weirdly adorable i was to him (:
so i've gone over how we met, how it happened, random crap, the shit, and how i got over my insecurites :D
i just want you guys to know that he'll never replace you guys in my heart, and I STILL LOVE YOU ALL AS MUCH AS EVER <3
with love,
tracy.
p.s. i'm forgetting something...
Sunday, November 22, 2009
LANDO GIRL!
Hello all!
Thank you, Yeana and Rosanna, for your advice. :] Travis really isn't the kind of guy to play girls...but I will take your words into consideration. I am beginning to think that perhaps I was just reading too much into it. Maybe he just wants to be better friends or something.
Anyways. Marching season just ended, and with that I hope more time will open up. School is getting more stressful by the moment, currently I have been slacking off (I think it's because I'm just so TIRED all the time...I don't have the motivation anymore...) and I need to pull some of my grades back up. I am in fierce competition with my two best friends for valedictorian and I must certainly CANNOT lose that positition to them...I have a feeling I may break soon, but please pray for me that I will not.
Other than that, I have had a rough past week. Friends have realized that I'm not my usual self, and I even find myself less optimistic than usual. This weekend, I am feeling much better and I can only hope I will stay this way.
So Yeana...WOW, the whole shenanigan really sounds like how my friend asked me to Homecoming! Huh, funny how things work out...Lol. I must say, you really are in a tough situation. Considering you already said yes, I guess there is no turning back. I am glad though that you are learning more about Nick. Do you know if he is going to Winter Formal or not? I just don't want him thinking you like this other dude...Lol, that wouldn't be so good :P Anyways. After the formal, if your other friend shows any more interest, just make sure you make it clear that you don't feel the same way. Don't make the same mistake I did...Boys are smart, they know we are easily swayed by balloons and flowers. *sigh* I mean honestly, if we say no to THAT it'd just make us look bad...Lol. So just spend more time with Nick and I am sure good things will come out of it. He sounds like a great guy. :]
Rosanna, when are you going to get a new phone?! Lol I sure miss our long text convos! You're going to have to inform us of the "crush" situation...
And Tracy, your last post worries me. Everything okay?
Well, I'm off to relax after a busy weekend. Good thing I didn't have too much homework. :]
Love you all and miss you more and more every day...
<3 WENDY
Thank you, Yeana and Rosanna, for your advice. :] Travis really isn't the kind of guy to play girls...but I will take your words into consideration. I am beginning to think that perhaps I was just reading too much into it. Maybe he just wants to be better friends or something.
Anyways. Marching season just ended, and with that I hope more time will open up. School is getting more stressful by the moment, currently I have been slacking off (I think it's because I'm just so TIRED all the time...I don't have the motivation anymore...) and I need to pull some of my grades back up. I am in fierce competition with my two best friends for valedictorian and I must certainly CANNOT lose that positition to them...I have a feeling I may break soon, but please pray for me that I will not.
Other than that, I have had a rough past week. Friends have realized that I'm not my usual self, and I even find myself less optimistic than usual. This weekend, I am feeling much better and I can only hope I will stay this way.
So Yeana...WOW, the whole shenanigan really sounds like how my friend asked me to Homecoming! Huh, funny how things work out...Lol. I must say, you really are in a tough situation. Considering you already said yes, I guess there is no turning back. I am glad though that you are learning more about Nick. Do you know if he is going to Winter Formal or not? I just don't want him thinking you like this other dude...Lol, that wouldn't be so good :P Anyways. After the formal, if your other friend shows any more interest, just make sure you make it clear that you don't feel the same way. Don't make the same mistake I did...Boys are smart, they know we are easily swayed by balloons and flowers. *sigh* I mean honestly, if we say no to THAT it'd just make us look bad...Lol. So just spend more time with Nick and I am sure good things will come out of it. He sounds like a great guy. :]
Rosanna, when are you going to get a new phone?! Lol I sure miss our long text convos! You're going to have to inform us of the "crush" situation...
And Tracy, your last post worries me. Everything okay?
Well, I'm off to relax after a busy weekend. Good thing I didn't have too much homework. :]
Love you all and miss you more and more every day...
<3 WENDY
i just can't title this :C
i'm sorry guys that i've been away for so long, it's just that i have SO MUCH TO SAY
and i never seem to have the time so i was planning on waiting for the weekend (this weekend!)
but sat i was busy with culture festival practice (which i will elaborate on later) and today...well right now i should be rushing to catch my bus. but instead i'm sitting here after having just gotten out of the shower =="
i will elaborate later, but as of right now...
THE SHIT HIT THE FAN.
and i never seem to have the time so i was planning on waiting for the weekend (this weekend!)
but sat i was busy with culture festival practice (which i will elaborate on later) and today...well right now i should be rushing to catch my bus. but instead i'm sitting here after having just gotten out of the shower =="
i will elaborate later, but as of right now...
THE SHIT HIT THE FAN.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sorry Guys... It has been a tad busy up here
Hye girlies!
Ok I am so sorry that I have not actually blogged in a while. The first quarter just ended at my school and we all know that with that comes a whole load of tests and papers due.
Yeana - I am glad that you were asked to the winter formal, but I am sorry that it was not the person you wanted it to be, but keep your relationship strong with your guy because you should not lose that because you were asked by someone else (but I am sure that you know this)
Wendy- I am glad that you learned so much; let us know how you do in the upcoming event! I agree with Yeana on the Travis topic. While you might like him, I am not sure if he likes you back or if he is playing with you, but my mind tells me the latter.... I just don't want you to get hurt. I am sure that he has charm, but ther is also someone out there perfect for you and when you meet him you will not have these sorts of questions running through your mind.. it sounds stupid, but be patient, your time will come. And Spanis sucks for me this year too... I used to have a 100% in the class, needless to say I don' anymore
Tracy- Where are you? Fill us in about your guy!
So I have been really quite busy with the end of the quarter, service, extra-cirriculars, liking a guy, planning a surprise party for one of my best friend's. Pretty much being sleep deprived and not enjoying it, but dealing. I am happy to say that my Criminal Law teacher gave me a 98% in the class and she rarely gives out over a 92 (she says it is becasue she teaches this clas 'on a college level and highschoolers are usually to stupid to understand it' - she is one of my favorites!) I am not a huge fan of Criminal Law. I think that I have decided on family court. But yeah, I ahve been pretty busy... the blows and pain keep coming but I try to be positive and strong for everyone, but then I have my bouts of negativity but I guess that I am bound to have this. I must depart and do a million things for the party, but I will keep you guys posted hopefully as you will me. Love you!
Rosanna
Ok I am so sorry that I have not actually blogged in a while. The first quarter just ended at my school and we all know that with that comes a whole load of tests and papers due.
Yeana - I am glad that you were asked to the winter formal, but I am sorry that it was not the person you wanted it to be, but keep your relationship strong with your guy because you should not lose that because you were asked by someone else (but I am sure that you know this)
Wendy- I am glad that you learned so much; let us know how you do in the upcoming event! I agree with Yeana on the Travis topic. While you might like him, I am not sure if he likes you back or if he is playing with you, but my mind tells me the latter.... I just don't want you to get hurt. I am sure that he has charm, but ther is also someone out there perfect for you and when you meet him you will not have these sorts of questions running through your mind.. it sounds stupid, but be patient, your time will come. And Spanis sucks for me this year too... I used to have a 100% in the class, needless to say I don' anymore
Tracy- Where are you? Fill us in about your guy!
So I have been really quite busy with the end of the quarter, service, extra-cirriculars, liking a guy, planning a surprise party for one of my best friend's. Pretty much being sleep deprived and not enjoying it, but dealing. I am happy to say that my Criminal Law teacher gave me a 98% in the class and she rarely gives out over a 92 (she says it is becasue she teaches this clas 'on a college level and highschoolers are usually to stupid to understand it' - she is one of my favorites!) I am not a huge fan of Criminal Law. I think that I have decided on family court. But yeah, I ahve been pretty busy... the blows and pain keep coming but I try to be positive and strong for everyone, but then I have my bouts of negativity but I guess that I am bound to have this. I must depart and do a million things for the party, but I will keep you guys posted hopefully as you will me. Love you!
Rosanna
Azn Sensation
Hello all,
I will tell you all about how my guy problems are progressing...
Riiiight after I offer Wendy a little advice.
Wendy, I don't think you should go for this guy. I mean, if he was so serious about her that he professed love for her and even changed his facebook status for her (I'm sort of amazed how large facebook is in our lives...), getting over her should not be so easy. And if he is over her, what's stopping him from changing his fb status back to "single"? I say this guy's a flirt who's playing with you, and to find a better person, because I know they're out there.
Meanwhile, my issues haven't gotten better...
Today, my friend asked me to Winter Formal. It was very cute, complete with music (which was drowned out by the general brunchtime clamor), confetti filled balloons (the confetti got blown away by the wind as soon as the balloons were popped so I didn't even realize they were filled with confetti), and roses (these were nice. :]). He's one of my closest friends (I think I've known him...10ish years? Wow.) so I think he assumed I would say yes, along with the rest of our friends, who helped him set this up.
The thing is, I was hoping (it's impossible but I can hope) that Nick would ask me to Winter Formal.
But what could I do? I couldn't say no...so I said yes. And I now have a date to Winter Formal. Whoopee.
It would have been wonderful if Nick was a total jerk whom nobody could ever like, but that's not the case. He is the sweetest and most lovable guy ever, and I don't know what to do. Well, I can't do anything in any case, because I've already said yes...But I was talking with Nick some more today, and I learned so much about him.
It's funny because all of my girl friends would love to be in my position, but I want out.
:/
It's bittersweet. I mean, I have a date, but he's not the date that I want. I feel like I was forced into a decision.
Ahhh!!!
Tracybabe, where are you??? And Rosanna???
love,
Yeans
I will tell you all about how my guy problems are progressing...
Riiiight after I offer Wendy a little advice.
Wendy, I don't think you should go for this guy. I mean, if he was so serious about her that he professed love for her and even changed his facebook status for her (I'm sort of amazed how large facebook is in our lives...), getting over her should not be so easy. And if he is over her, what's stopping him from changing his fb status back to "single"? I say this guy's a flirt who's playing with you, and to find a better person, because I know they're out there.
Meanwhile, my issues haven't gotten better...
Today, my friend asked me to Winter Formal. It was very cute, complete with music (which was drowned out by the general brunchtime clamor), confetti filled balloons (the confetti got blown away by the wind as soon as the balloons were popped so I didn't even realize they were filled with confetti), and roses (these were nice. :]). He's one of my closest friends (I think I've known him...10ish years? Wow.) so I think he assumed I would say yes, along with the rest of our friends, who helped him set this up.
The thing is, I was hoping (it's impossible but I can hope) that Nick would ask me to Winter Formal.
But what could I do? I couldn't say no...so I said yes. And I now have a date to Winter Formal. Whoopee.
It would have been wonderful if Nick was a total jerk whom nobody could ever like, but that's not the case. He is the sweetest and most lovable guy ever, and I don't know what to do. Well, I can't do anything in any case, because I've already said yes...But I was talking with Nick some more today, and I learned so much about him.
It's funny because all of my girl friends would love to be in my position, but I want out.
:/
It's bittersweet. I mean, I have a date, but he's not the date that I want. I feel like I was forced into a decision.
Ahhh!!!
Tracybabe, where are you??? And Rosanna???
love,
Yeans
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Lando Girl!
Helloo my lovely ladies!
So....I hear of some current drama, eh? :P
Tracy...you MUST spill about your recent relationship status!! Hahah I know we're all just dyinggg to know the details! I hope he is a good guy and treating you well <3
Yeana, your little flirting match seems pretty interesting also...Let me know how that progresses...I hope you'll have a date for the Winter Formal ;) But I know how boys can be SO confusing. You don't want to take things the wrong way...but I say to take a chance and just see where your flirting skills can get you! :P
And Rosanna...where the hell have you been?! Lol we miss you girly! ^.^
As for me...things are getting interesting as well. First off, let me just say that this past weekend's convention was great! I didn't debate much, but it was my first time so it was a fantastic learning experience. Our school will be hosting a "mini-con" soon, so I am excited to participate in that :) Also, school has been okay...except for Spanish. I am currently grasping the edges of my "A" and the recent test that I took probably won't help my cause...I blame the teacher. Spanish has always been one of my strongest subjects, and now this dude comes along, teaches us NOTHING, the whole period becomes just a waste, and then throws at us a super hard exam. WTF. >.<
Anyways enough about schoool! So boys. :]
Hahahah. Well you guys remember Travis right? The guy in band (not my assistant, lmfao) who's flirty and confusing and all that junk? Well things are just getting more confusing. I had kinda sorta forgotten about him...but lately we've been talking a lot and he's doing some big time flirting. He is definitely showing an interest, which is great...only one problem. Just a while ago he had this hugeee crush on one of my friends in band. He posted that he "loved" her all over his AIM status, etc. I actually thought they were dating and then I found out that they WEREN'T and that she doesn't even like him!!! So only problem is...he still has that status up. So basically, he's telling me all this sweet stuff and saying that he wants to hang out, while he's professing his love to this girl. WTF. I don't get it.
So is he just kidding with me? Or is it just that he recently got over her and merely forgot to change his status???
I am so confused. Help!!!!!
<3
WENDY
So....I hear of some current drama, eh? :P
Tracy...you MUST spill about your recent relationship status!! Hahah I know we're all just dyinggg to know the details! I hope he is a good guy and treating you well <3
Yeana, your little flirting match seems pretty interesting also...Let me know how that progresses...I hope you'll have a date for the Winter Formal ;) But I know how boys can be SO confusing. You don't want to take things the wrong way...but I say to take a chance and just see where your flirting skills can get you! :P
And Rosanna...where the hell have you been?! Lol we miss you girly! ^.^
As for me...things are getting interesting as well. First off, let me just say that this past weekend's convention was great! I didn't debate much, but it was my first time so it was a fantastic learning experience. Our school will be hosting a "mini-con" soon, so I am excited to participate in that :) Also, school has been okay...except for Spanish. I am currently grasping the edges of my "A" and the recent test that I took probably won't help my cause...I blame the teacher. Spanish has always been one of my strongest subjects, and now this dude comes along, teaches us NOTHING, the whole period becomes just a waste, and then throws at us a super hard exam. WTF. >.<
Anyways enough about schoool! So boys. :]
Hahahah. Well you guys remember Travis right? The guy in band (not my assistant, lmfao) who's flirty and confusing and all that junk? Well things are just getting more confusing. I had kinda sorta forgotten about him...but lately we've been talking a lot and he's doing some big time flirting. He is definitely showing an interest, which is great...only one problem. Just a while ago he had this hugeee crush on one of my friends in band. He posted that he "loved" her all over his AIM status, etc. I actually thought they were dating and then I found out that they WEREN'T and that she doesn't even like him!!! So only problem is...he still has that status up. So basically, he's telling me all this sweet stuff and saying that he wants to hang out, while he's professing his love to this girl. WTF. I don't get it.
So is he just kidding with me? Or is it just that he recently got over her and merely forgot to change his status???
I am so confused. Help!!!!!
<3
WENDY
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Azn Sensation!
Here's to our eleventy-first post. :]
Love is in the air...Tracy Wong. :]] I'm so happy for you babe! You MUST tell us how it happened...
Well! Hell week is over, we are well into our performances. Opening night was amazing; we had a great audience who laughed at every single one of our jokes and even some non-jokes, which made us uber happy. We have our second show under our belts, and our final two shows take place this coming Friday and Saturday. Then it's time to begin practicing for our spring musical, YOU'RE A GOOD MAN, CHARLIE BROWN. W0000T.
And I think it's my turn to have a little crush. (gigglegasp)
During intermission of last night's show, I was sitting backstage in the dark, just relaxing. Nick (quick background on Nick: I don't really know too much about him either, I just met him this year because he just transferred from Oregon. He's a senior, a little over 6 feet tall [i think].) came and sat next to me and had a nice talk with me for about 10 minutes. Then the stage manager called places and I had to go...and he said "aww why?" So I was like "lol i have to go to my place so we can start...why, are you sad I'm leaving?" Then I started laughing and missed some of what he said next, but it was basically this: "tú eres en mi corazón..." To which I replied, "LOL I TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD THAT." And he said "what? huh?" I informed him that I was taking Spanish, and he laughed then said he was joking and let me go on my way.
EEK!
I want to know if I'm just being a stupid freak or if I'm actually in his corazón.
Winter formal is coming up soon and I want to go...if I have a date. Sigh.
Anways, getting back to all of you:
Wendy, I hope you're having a great time at JSA...tell me how it goes!
Rosanna, I hope you're doing well...Make sure you get some sleep, though!
Tracy... :]]
Love, hugs, and kisses,
yeans
Love is in the air...Tracy Wong. :]] I'm so happy for you babe! You MUST tell us how it happened...
Well! Hell week is over, we are well into our performances. Opening night was amazing; we had a great audience who laughed at every single one of our jokes and even some non-jokes, which made us uber happy. We have our second show under our belts, and our final two shows take place this coming Friday and Saturday. Then it's time to begin practicing for our spring musical, YOU'RE A GOOD MAN, CHARLIE BROWN. W0000T.
And I think it's my turn to have a little crush. (gigglegasp)
During intermission of last night's show, I was sitting backstage in the dark, just relaxing. Nick (quick background on Nick: I don't really know too much about him either, I just met him this year because he just transferred from Oregon. He's a senior, a little over 6 feet tall [i think].) came and sat next to me and had a nice talk with me for about 10 minutes. Then the stage manager called places and I had to go...and he said "aww why?" So I was like "lol i have to go to my place so we can start...why, are you sad I'm leaving?" Then I started laughing and missed some of what he said next, but it was basically this: "tú eres en mi corazón..." To which I replied, "LOL I TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD THAT." And he said "what? huh?" I informed him that I was taking Spanish, and he laughed then said he was joking and let me go on my way.
EEK!
I want to know if I'm just being a stupid freak or if I'm actually in his corazón.
Winter formal is coming up soon and I want to go...if I have a date. Sigh.
Anways, getting back to all of you:
Wendy, I hope you're having a great time at JSA...tell me how it goes!
Rosanna, I hope you're doing well...Make sure you get some sleep, though!
Tracy... :]]
Love, hugs, and kisses,
yeans
Saturday, November 14, 2009
TOYS R US IS EPIC.
yes, well the title is cause i went to toys r us today @ times square, AND OHMYGOSH ITS SO COOL :D
:D
:D
yes. that. and.
a quickie. super quick post.
apparently, i have made my gay friend. straight.
... (:
>///<
P.S. WHEN I WENT TO DASHBOARD, I NOTICED THIS WAS THE 110th POST O:
since i seemed to have missed the commemoration for our hundredth post...HERE'S ONE FOR THE 110th :D
IT LITERALLY WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE WITHOUT OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER (:
p.p.s. wendy love, i gave you a comment on fb instead of the blog cause you might check fb before the weekend is over unlike the blog :D
:D
:D
yes. that. and.
a quickie. super quick post.
apparently, i have made my gay friend. straight.
... (:
>///<
P.S. WHEN I WENT TO DASHBOARD, I NOTICED THIS WAS THE 110th POST O:
since i seemed to have missed the commemoration for our hundredth post...HERE'S ONE FOR THE 110th :D
IT LITERALLY WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE WITHOUT OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER (:
p.p.s. wendy love, i gave you a comment on fb instead of the blog cause you might check fb before the weekend is over unlike the blog :D
Friday, November 13, 2009
NOT from LOL ;P
Actually, I'm in Ft. Lauderdale right now...for the JSA (Junior State of America) Convention! Packing for this weekend really reminded me of camp...I packed my suit and everything. :P
It just made me miss you guys even more that I normally do.
Anyways, I don't have much time to write, but I just wanted to say that I packed the dress that I wore to the "ball" for tomorrow night's social...I'll be thinking of you guys all night ;)
So this week has been pretty good...very stressful, but manageble. I made first chair in All County Band. :)))) I was very surprised and felt accomplished :]
I hope everything is going well for all of you guys, I will write more after this weekend....I'm kinda scared about debating tomorrow. I don't think I'll speak much :P
Alright, love you all!
<3 WENDY
It just made me miss you guys even more that I normally do.
Anyways, I don't have much time to write, but I just wanted to say that I packed the dress that I wore to the "ball" for tomorrow night's social...I'll be thinking of you guys all night ;)
So this week has been pretty good...very stressful, but manageble. I made first chair in All County Band. :)))) I was very surprised and felt accomplished :]
I hope everything is going well for all of you guys, I will write more after this weekend....I'm kinda scared about debating tomorrow. I don't think I'll speak much :P
Alright, love you all!
<3 WENDY
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Well, Hello!
Hey girlies!
Ok first thing first, I have not had any cell serivce for the past few weeks (ugh I hate my phone) so until I get a new one, I will not be able to read any of your texts (if you sent any) and I lost all of my contacts... FML (bye bye 132 of my closest friends) lol.
Anywho - My life is ok I have to go out soon, so this will be a short post. Life is getting better, but honestly whenever I think that the universe is going to cut me or any of my friends a break, it doesn't.
Wen - I am so proud of you! You must be doing amazing with the band! I am so glad that it is going well!
Yeana- I am so excited that you got a lawyer position! Thats so good - don't ever doubt your self or your abilites because you got this!
Tracy - I wish I could hug you! But I am glad that you had a good Halloween!
I have to get going now, but I will respond more thouroughly to all of your blogs when I get back
Love Ya!
Rosanna
Ok first thing first, I have not had any cell serivce for the past few weeks (ugh I hate my phone) so until I get a new one, I will not be able to read any of your texts (if you sent any) and I lost all of my contacts... FML (bye bye 132 of my closest friends) lol.
Anywho - My life is ok I have to go out soon, so this will be a short post. Life is getting better, but honestly whenever I think that the universe is going to cut me or any of my friends a break, it doesn't.
Wen - I am so proud of you! You must be doing amazing with the band! I am so glad that it is going well!
Yeana- I am so excited that you got a lawyer position! Thats so good - don't ever doubt your self or your abilites because you got this!
Tracy - I wish I could hug you! But I am glad that you had a good Halloween!
I have to get going now, but I will respond more thouroughly to all of your blogs when I get back
Love Ya!
Rosanna
Monday, November 9, 2009
I NEED A HUG. IM SURE WE ALL DO.
first one is a full costumepic with my zombie papa XD so lets start things off with halloween? i was a victorian zombie (: though i dressed up the day BEFORE hallows eve to participate in my school's ZOMBIE WALK :D after school, we moaned and dragged our bloody selves from our school to city hall where we filmed a short zombie attack, and then to chinatown (: it's all in my halloween album on facebook, though i'm gonna excuse myself for a quick sec to find my favorite picture and upload that one (: The second one is me with my lovely minnie mouse, i picked this one 'cause i felt that it had a nice creepy look to it? I MISS YOU GUYS TERRIBLY D: though i have good news? it may take me a bit, but i can earn a bit of cash cleaning this gosh be darned house of mine so eventually. someday. soon. perhaps. you'll get something in the mail (: though really, it may take a while, but it'll be FULL OF LOVE :D also, i must say. election day felt pretty good. new york. no school. yeah (: ALSO ALSO, i recently saw the U.S.S.A. New York in the hudson 'cause my school is literally right next to the hudson (and only a few blocks away from the World Trade Center) so my phys ed teacher felt that it would be fitting for us to go and see it pass us by (: I felt extremely proud for some reason. I've never felt such nationalism before O__O i guess it might've been due to the fact that the USSA New York was made from the steel that they harvested from the ruins of the WTC? or was it the still silhouettes of the navy men all standing stock still at the edge of the deck? i didn't hear the 21 gun salute though >__< then again, if they did the salute without silencers half of NYC probably would've thought that we were under another terrorist attack =="
11.10.09
I NOTICED THAT THE BLOG DELETED PART OF MY POST...?! O__O
it removed the whole spiel i had on rosanna and yeana ;__;
so here it is again (well not really. instead i'm going back to the blog to refresh my memory and starting that over again =="
so my lovely rosanna, if possible i'd love a video of you singing on youtube (:
i miss your voices terribly ;__;
ALSO. IF YOU'RE COMING. TELL ME.
i don't care if i have to kill (and yes. i will) but i will see you even if it's only for five minutes to say hello and goodbye with a short hug XD
yeana babe,
it's lonesome.
it's lonesome.
my friend's fb statuses were all reading "bagging season" and i had NO IDEA WHAT IN THE WORLD THAT MEANT.
and then it was explained.
and i just thought "how is it that it's this season for everyone else but me?"
it feels like you're alone, but you're not.
i'm here with you (;
but sometimes it's so lonesome, that i'm afraid that if i feel attracted to somebody, it's probably not real attraction but that i'm just lonely
and i don't want to pursue it cause what if it really is?
how do you know if you really like them, or if you're just looking for SOMEBODY, anybody?
and i don't want to pursue it cause what if it really is?
how do you know if you really like them, or if you're just looking for SOMEBODY, anybody?
BRAINFART.
lafonda, i wish you the very best luck with codey (;
that line about the drama made me laugh 'cause it was just so cute :D
i also kinda wish i joined JSA (junior statemen of America) when my friend asked me to join if i'd known that it would've meant the tiniest chance of meeting you ;__;
by the ways, CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU AS WELL on getting straight superiors :D
you're right that I certainly don't understand it...but i know that it's a great accomplishment and i wanna be happy with you and everyone (:
here's something terrifying though.
i'm scared that i'm falling for my friend. a guy who has been hurt so badly by a girl in the past that after he broke up with her and now he only jokingly goes out with his friends. that are guys. so he'd say he was gay. so it was all a-okay on the friendship thing, but i joked with him once about him being gay (i think i said something about his boyfriend looking pretty gorgeous as a girl -for halloween- when he said that he's not actually gay. and started talking about how he's confused. and he's possibly gay. possibly straight. possibly bi. but he doesn't know.)
so i have this writing workshop and we had to write a ballad, and i wrote one to a dumpling and stuff and my other friend told me to put it on facebook
so i tagged my gay friend in it cause we've been getting closer (we met this year, early oct?) and he liked it so much, he set chords to it and sang it to me in a video he posted as a message. and i just had this "whoa" moment 'cause it was so touching to me
i'm just terrified that i'm going to lose such a great friendship 'cause he really has become an important friend to me D:
I BELIVE MY POST HAS BEEN SEMI RESTORED PARTLY TO ITS FORMER GLORY BEFORE SOMETHING FREAKY HAPPENED AND...EDITED? IT FOR ME...
TRACY OUT (:
my gosh this was a long post.
have i done you guys proud? XD
who else was jealous that rohan and caro managed to visit each other?
i certainly was ;__;
GREEN with JEALOUSY
...but only jealous 'cause i love you guys,
tracy.
my gosh this was a long post.
have i done you guys proud? XD
who else was jealous that rohan and caro managed to visit each other?
i certainly was ;__;
GREEN with JEALOUSY
...but only jealous 'cause i love you guys,
tracy.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
:)
Thanks for the birthday wishes Rosanna! I loveddd your presents! XP
Alright, well it's 'bout time I wrote a post. Hehe. Btw, Yeana, I'm super glad everything's been going good for you, you definitely sounded much happier in your recent post! ^.^ GOOD JOB on the attorney position! I am SOOO proud of you!
Anyways...life was been treating me well lately. I'm not satisfied, but I am content. School has been going smoothly and the stress has toned down a bit. The Chinese SATs weren't so hard yesterday, so all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best. Yesterday was also district marching band evaluations, and our band got straight Superiors!! Only five bands out of 18 in our district got it, and I believe we were the only band in our county to get it. So a MAJOR accomplishment for us, considering last year we only got a Good rating, which contrary to belief, is NOT good at all! Lol. You guys probably have no idea what I'm talking about but that's okay...Lol.
Oh darn, I have to go out to dinner! I will write more when I get back! <3
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Okay I'm back! :P
Now where was I...Oh yeah, band. Heheh, okay so I posted a video of our performance on my profile on facebook so check it out when you have time! The quality isn't so great but whatever ^.^
Anyways, moving on...So I had a great 17th birthday today! I can't believe I am already SEVENTEEN! My gosh, it is so crazy. I loved how I kept on getting texts from facebook telling me I have new posts on my wall ;P It was great, haha.
So I also went to Chinese School today. *sigh* I'm just going to admit it...I am head over heels for Cody. Well actually this won't be my first time admitting it, but I'm just at the point where I HAVE to do something about this. Yeana, I totally agree with you...we need to get us some men. Lol. Lando boys just aren't cutting it for me...so lucky for me Cody lives in Tampa ;) *big SIGH* He is just so confusing. I need to make a first move, he won't be doing anything soon. AH what to DO?! Should I just tell him how I feel?! My friends here aren't exactly helping...it sucks that they don't know him. But you know what's so funny? This happened today, Cody and I were bickering (like always) and this new girl turns around and says:
"Oh you guys are just too funny!"
Me- "Oh hahah not really, Cody's just stupid"
"You know what Wendy? In dramas, the boy and girl always start out as enemies and then they realize they like each other..."
Bahahah, okay so I am NOT the only crazy one who seems a correlation here...but maybe I am crazy enough to wish that something like that would actually happen.
So yeah. Not getting so lucky on the boy front, here.
The whole friend thing is okay. I still get my moments. You know, this is one of the reasons why I'm so ready for college. I just want to start new, and surround myself with people who share the same interests. I think one of the reasons why I'm always getting left out is because I'm so busy doing my own things, that I just automatically exclude myself from things my friends are doing. My friends are not involved in most of the clubs I'm in nor the activities I do, so I'm always busy doing whatever I need to do. But I don't really mind this. I like having a schedule and knowing my goals. So idk. Sometimes I'm just READY to get away and start a new life. But then sometimes I'm just sooo thankful for my friends here...I don't know. I just wish you guys were here, next to me, all the time.
:(
Anyways....WOW it's already midnight! Time goes by fast when you're blogging...=P I should get going. Another busy week coming up. Tuesday is All-County band auditions and a little birthday dinner/sleepover with my best friends. (Wish it was you guys, of course) Wednesday, no school. Have tons of things do on Thursday...and then I have a Junior State of America convention to attend Friday to Sunday. I'm super excited but also kinda nervous. I didn't sign up as a main debate speaker, but I think I'm going to do some subsequent speaking. I still need to research the topics...but I'm too busy to...lmfao.
Junior year is so crazy. Thank God we have this blog and each other <3
Bye!
WENDY
Alright, well it's 'bout time I wrote a post. Hehe. Btw, Yeana, I'm super glad everything's been going good for you, you definitely sounded much happier in your recent post! ^.^ GOOD JOB on the attorney position! I am SOOO proud of you!
Anyways...life was been treating me well lately. I'm not satisfied, but I am content. School has been going smoothly and the stress has toned down a bit. The Chinese SATs weren't so hard yesterday, so all I can do is cross my fingers and hope for the best. Yesterday was also district marching band evaluations, and our band got straight Superiors!! Only five bands out of 18 in our district got it, and I believe we were the only band in our county to get it. So a MAJOR accomplishment for us, considering last year we only got a Good rating, which contrary to belief, is NOT good at all! Lol. You guys probably have no idea what I'm talking about but that's okay...Lol.
Oh darn, I have to go out to dinner! I will write more when I get back! <3
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Okay I'm back! :P
Now where was I...Oh yeah, band. Heheh, okay so I posted a video of our performance on my profile on facebook so check it out when you have time! The quality isn't so great but whatever ^.^
Anyways, moving on...So I had a great 17th birthday today! I can't believe I am already SEVENTEEN! My gosh, it is so crazy. I loved how I kept on getting texts from facebook telling me I have new posts on my wall ;P It was great, haha.
So I also went to Chinese School today. *sigh* I'm just going to admit it...I am head over heels for Cody. Well actually this won't be my first time admitting it, but I'm just at the point where I HAVE to do something about this. Yeana, I totally agree with you...we need to get us some men. Lol. Lando boys just aren't cutting it for me...so lucky for me Cody lives in Tampa ;) *big SIGH* He is just so confusing. I need to make a first move, he won't be doing anything soon. AH what to DO?! Should I just tell him how I feel?! My friends here aren't exactly helping...it sucks that they don't know him. But you know what's so funny? This happened today, Cody and I were bickering (like always) and this new girl turns around and says:
"Oh you guys are just too funny!"
Me- "Oh hahah not really, Cody's just stupid"
"You know what Wendy? In dramas, the boy and girl always start out as enemies and then they realize they like each other..."
Bahahah, okay so I am NOT the only crazy one who seems a correlation here...but maybe I am crazy enough to wish that something like that would actually happen.
So yeah. Not getting so lucky on the boy front, here.
The whole friend thing is okay. I still get my moments. You know, this is one of the reasons why I'm so ready for college. I just want to start new, and surround myself with people who share the same interests. I think one of the reasons why I'm always getting left out is because I'm so busy doing my own things, that I just automatically exclude myself from things my friends are doing. My friends are not involved in most of the clubs I'm in nor the activities I do, so I'm always busy doing whatever I need to do. But I don't really mind this. I like having a schedule and knowing my goals. So idk. Sometimes I'm just READY to get away and start a new life. But then sometimes I'm just sooo thankful for my friends here...I don't know. I just wish you guys were here, next to me, all the time.
:(
Anyways....WOW it's already midnight! Time goes by fast when you're blogging...=P I should get going. Another busy week coming up. Tuesday is All-County band auditions and a little birthday dinner/sleepover with my best friends. (Wish it was you guys, of course) Wednesday, no school. Have tons of things do on Thursday...and then I have a Junior State of America convention to attend Friday to Sunday. I'm super excited but also kinda nervous. I didn't sign up as a main debate speaker, but I think I'm going to do some subsequent speaking. I still need to research the topics...but I'm too busy to...lmfao.
Junior year is so crazy. Thank God we have this blog and each other <3
Bye!
WENDY
Happy Birthday Wendy!!!!!!
Wendy-
Happy 17th Birthday, oh man you are mad old girlie! jk... Loe ya I hopeyou have a good day! Imagine me singing (badly, but none the less):
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Wendy!!!
Happy Birthday to you!
All my Love, (sorry I would have texted you but my cell had been out of service and I lost all my contacts becasue T Mobile people are stupid so yea.... anywho Have a good one sweetie!
Love Ya,
Rosanna
Happy 17th Birthday, oh man you are mad old girlie! jk... Loe ya I hopeyou have a good day! Imagine me singing (badly, but none the less):
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Wendy!!!
Happy Birthday to you!
All my Love, (sorry I would have texted you but my cell had been out of service and I lost all my contacts becasue T Mobile people are stupid so yea.... anywho Have a good one sweetie!
Love Ya,
Rosanna
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Azn Sensation
Hello ladies!
Volleyball season is coming to a close. Our last game is on Thursday, and we had a chance to make it to regionals but missed it. We enter Tech week (aka Hell Week) in a few days, and we open in a week and a half. My role has suddenly changed from actor to keyboard accompanist because of some dumb freshman, and now my workload is tripled while my time "onstage" has shrunk from 5 minutes to 2 minutes. :] (I'm NOT bitter at all. If I don't get brownie points for this I will throw something.)
My brother is antagonizing us from college. Rather than calling my parents, he texts me while I am at school and expects me to get a check from my parents mailed out to him at that instant. Jerk. Is it any wonder that I don't miss him?
Speaking of brighter subjects, in spite of my crazy schedule, I've managed to raise my grades and put myself within range for straight A's this semester. :] I've also been selected as an attorney for the mock trial team! Yayy.
I hope everything is well with everyone. I can hear your voices when I close my eyes, and I see you smiling in my dreams. I miss you guys so much, and I'm *home*sick for AU and all the memories there.
Rosanna; I hope everything is well. We're all here for you...I'll be posting more blogs as some of the busier aspects of my life come to a close.
Wendy; don't stress about your SAT too much. I have my Math SAT II this Saturday and I'm not ready at all...I'm screwed for that. We might suffer together, but I think that you'll be fine.
Tracy; babe, I miss you like crazy. I wish I had you here to liven up my days and make even the most stressful days fun. You have that ability, and I miss it.
As the days get shorter and the nights longer, I find myself feeling the need for a guy in my life more and more. Sigh. All of my friends are being paired off, and I'm still here, single after two years. Maybe I'm just not meant to have a high school relationship. Sigh.
:]
I love you all so much and I cannot wait for the day when we all meet up again...I hope it's soon.
Lafonda, girl, you're getting some stuff on your birthday. Oh yes. :]]]
Volleyball season is coming to a close. Our last game is on Thursday, and we had a chance to make it to regionals but missed it. We enter Tech week (aka Hell Week) in a few days, and we open in a week and a half. My role has suddenly changed from actor to keyboard accompanist because of some dumb freshman, and now my workload is tripled while my time "onstage" has shrunk from 5 minutes to 2 minutes. :] (I'm NOT bitter at all. If I don't get brownie points for this I will throw something.)
My brother is antagonizing us from college. Rather than calling my parents, he texts me while I am at school and expects me to get a check from my parents mailed out to him at that instant. Jerk. Is it any wonder that I don't miss him?
Speaking of brighter subjects, in spite of my crazy schedule, I've managed to raise my grades and put myself within range for straight A's this semester. :] I've also been selected as an attorney for the mock trial team! Yayy.
I hope everything is well with everyone. I can hear your voices when I close my eyes, and I see you smiling in my dreams. I miss you guys so much, and I'm *home*sick for AU and all the memories there.
Rosanna; I hope everything is well. We're all here for you...I'll be posting more blogs as some of the busier aspects of my life come to a close.
Wendy; don't stress about your SAT too much. I have my Math SAT II this Saturday and I'm not ready at all...I'm screwed for that. We might suffer together, but I think that you'll be fine.
Tracy; babe, I miss you like crazy. I wish I had you here to liven up my days and make even the most stressful days fun. You have that ability, and I miss it.
As the days get shorter and the nights longer, I find myself feeling the need for a guy in my life more and more. Sigh. All of my friends are being paired off, and I'm still here, single after two years. Maybe I'm just not meant to have a high school relationship. Sigh.
:]
I love you all so much and I cannot wait for the day when we all meet up again...I hope it's soon.
Lafonda, girl, you're getting some stuff on your birthday. Oh yes. :]]]
Ello!
Ello Ladies (I did not forget the 'h' in hello, I just felt like being British)
Thanks so much for your thoughts and prayers... and I will try not to be negative, this year has just been rough so far and my friends and I were in a rut for a little bit.
Wendy - I mailed you a package, but I forgot the card so it will be arriving seperatly, my bad. I hope all is well in Land O' Lakes FL and that swine has not gotten the best of you...
Tracy - How is the city? I am curious to know what you were for Halloween because I feel like you always have a good costume... I hope to be getting down there soon just for a day or two, to go shopping hang out with friends and what not, may be I will see you around?
Yeana - I am guessing that volleyball has come to an end? I am just assuming this because it has here, and it was a really bad season for my school.... both varisty teams had pretty bad records and I am sad to say it is because they did not care about winning so they didn;t play like winners... And how is school going? I hope it is better from last time you blogged?
School is kicking my butt,my grades are not horrible in the slightest but they could be so much better and that is what I am getting mad about.... well thats my problem. Extracirriculars are a saving grace for me (as always) and they bring me so much... Yeana, I am sure that you know Handel's Hallelujah, it is a very popular Christmas song, but if you haven't look it up. I have been singing Christmas carols since the beginning of October so it was weird haveing Halloween just pass, but the performances are in a month (to date) so it is crunch time.
Time seems to be flying by this year, I wish everyday there were more hours so I could do homwork and get more sleep (or study more....) blast the earth for being on the rotational axis it is....
Anywho I got to get going, voice lesson and then Melodies rehersal.... oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh! JK ok I thought that I would send you a quick shout out becasue i had no school today - ELECTION DAY! November is the best month for having school off... anyways, I am sending love your way always!
Rosanna
Thanks so much for your thoughts and prayers... and I will try not to be negative, this year has just been rough so far and my friends and I were in a rut for a little bit.
Wendy - I mailed you a package, but I forgot the card so it will be arriving seperatly, my bad. I hope all is well in Land O' Lakes FL and that swine has not gotten the best of you...
Tracy - How is the city? I am curious to know what you were for Halloween because I feel like you always have a good costume... I hope to be getting down there soon just for a day or two, to go shopping hang out with friends and what not, may be I will see you around?
Yeana - I am guessing that volleyball has come to an end? I am just assuming this because it has here, and it was a really bad season for my school.... both varisty teams had pretty bad records and I am sad to say it is because they did not care about winning so they didn;t play like winners... And how is school going? I hope it is better from last time you blogged?
School is kicking my butt,my grades are not horrible in the slightest but they could be so much better and that is what I am getting mad about.... well thats my problem. Extracirriculars are a saving grace for me (as always) and they bring me so much... Yeana, I am sure that you know Handel's Hallelujah, it is a very popular Christmas song, but if you haven't look it up. I have been singing Christmas carols since the beginning of October so it was weird haveing Halloween just pass, but the performances are in a month (to date) so it is crunch time.
Time seems to be flying by this year, I wish everyday there were more hours so I could do homwork and get more sleep (or study more....) blast the earth for being on the rotational axis it is....
Anywho I got to get going, voice lesson and then Melodies rehersal.... oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh! JK ok I thought that I would send you a quick shout out becasue i had no school today - ELECTION DAY! November is the best month for having school off... anyways, I am sending love your way always!
Rosanna
Monday, November 2, 2009
Hellooo. <3
Tracy, you are so adorable! :P
And Rosanna...keep holding on. I'll be praying for you and your friends. Just remember, don't give up and don't be so negative about everything. Life will only get better if YOU LET it!
I hope everyone's doing okay. You guys know that I've been sick this past weekend. I missed school today (something that I hate to do) and I should be fine enough to go back tomorrow (something I don't really want to do either...)
Even when I'm sick though, I'm stressed. Lying in my bed, "resting", I can't help but feel guilty that I'm not studying for the Chinese SAT (which is SATURDAY) or practicing for All County auditions (which are next WEDNESDAY). I'm being legit! I basically just wasted my entire weekend...*sigh* I don't know what I'm gonna do with myself. I got my SAT scores back last week and I didn't do as well as I'd liked. I mean, it was a good starting point, but I'm gonna have to boost it up by 100+ points to get it where I want it to be.
Anyways. Life has been mellow lately. Nothing has been going on...junior year is slowing droning on. But I'm doing okay.
Alright, well I am going to finish up some makeup work and get some rest. I really miss you guys. <3
WENDY.
And Rosanna...keep holding on. I'll be praying for you and your friends. Just remember, don't give up and don't be so negative about everything. Life will only get better if YOU LET it!
I hope everyone's doing okay. You guys know that I've been sick this past weekend. I missed school today (something that I hate to do) and I should be fine enough to go back tomorrow (something I don't really want to do either...)
Even when I'm sick though, I'm stressed. Lying in my bed, "resting", I can't help but feel guilty that I'm not studying for the Chinese SAT (which is SATURDAY) or practicing for All County auditions (which are next WEDNESDAY). I'm being legit! I basically just wasted my entire weekend...*sigh* I don't know what I'm gonna do with myself. I got my SAT scores back last week and I didn't do as well as I'd liked. I mean, it was a good starting point, but I'm gonna have to boost it up by 100+ points to get it where I want it to be.
Anyways. Life has been mellow lately. Nothing has been going on...junior year is slowing droning on. But I'm doing okay.
Alright, well I am going to finish up some makeup work and get some rest. I really miss you guys. <3
WENDY.
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