I am so incredibly thankful to have all of you wonderful chicas in my life. :] I hope you guys had a wonderful day!
Anyways...I have MUCH to tell. :PPP
But first...Tracy, your story sounds soooo cute and it seems as if you're REALLY happy! Ahhh I'm so excited for you :]]] Just one clarification...so he is bi? Or have you "changed" him. I'm just confused...and he kisses BOYS in front of you? Doesn't that kinda bother you? Lol I hope he doesn't do that kind of stuff anymore...hehe.
Okay okay. Sooo...basically I have a lot to say regarding Travis and I. And I know you guys already have a bad impression of him, but please let me explain...and trust me I am not "blinded by love" right now...Lol.
Alright. So a misunderstanding first of all...He had not written "I <3>.< And so I waited, and then the PERFECT OPPORTUNITY came. He changed his status to something in german, which translated to "Wendy, you looked beautiful today". (that's kinda his little thing for me, he always says sweet stuff to me in german and then I make him translate it for me ;P) ANYWAYS. So I was just upfront and asked about the change in statuses...because I was confused about his relationship with Allie. He said that there was nothing between them, everything was done. I was like, well are you sure, because you still had that status up...and he said that he was veryyy sure and reassured me that he is a one girl kinda guy. And honestly, he really is...I know the situation may sound a bit sketchy, and I am a bit suspicious too but Travis really is a GOOD guy. I'm not saying that because of all the sweet things he says to me, but because I've seen him in relationships and I've known him long enough (since 6th grade) to know what kinda guy he is. With his first serious girlfriend last year, she actually wanted to have sex with him, but he wouldn't do it. That's my boyyy :]]]]
He's very sensitive and he's considerate. Please trust me on this one...I have been hurt too many times that I've developed this radar for bad boys, so I know when I'm fooling myself or when I'm getting fooled. I will be cautious, I promise :)
So back to the story. After we solved that issue, he kinda confessed his feelings for me. He told he's always been attracted to me, just too scared to make a move. And with the whole Lucas (my assistant, who liked me, remember?) thing at the beginning of the year...he backed off because Lucas told me about how much he liked me. >.<
But I guess now that the feeling's mutual...everything's out in the open? :P So we talk everyday. He texts me in the morning just to say Good Morning, he texts me before I go to bed and showers me with cheesy compliments in German. And yesterday he told me for the first time straight up that he liked me. ^.^ He cares about the things I do during the day, and he remembers conversations we had from months past. He doesn't try to "talk dirty" with me but actually holds intellectual conversations to learn more about me. And he gives me butterflies, something that I haven't felt in a long time...
So he makes me happy. And whether this happiness is just my imagination or not, I do not know...But I am going to trust my instincts. I'll be careful, and I won't let him take advantage of me. I just feel that I can't pass up this opportunity...
So yeah. Just had to get allll of that out there. Blahhh. What do you girls think???
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I love you,
WENDY
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