yeana babe

i love all of my ladies, but in this moment of need

i think i'll address this letter to yeana

but by no means does it apply solely to her

my words, my heart belong to all of you (:

To my most lovely Yeana,

Babe. breathe.

This may not quite help at all, but when i went to NSLC and learned about Law and whatnot, that's when i knew this is not for me.

I loved it and all O:!!

it just scared the bejeezus out of me & it didn't feel right.

You're a fantastic public speaker love,

you blew us away when you had the stand (:

But if you don't want this to be your thing, then okay O:

Of course, Rosanna's right- the future might pose a big issue O__O

But you know, then you can have more than one job. A job to pay the bills, and you can still follow your dream (:

It'll be tough love /:

But from what I've read, you love this. And from what I know of you, you hang in as tough as anyone I know.

Love, don't you dare think "is it too late"

i'll bite you.

In case you forgot....BREATHE.

If anything, I just decided about two weeks ago that I'm going to study to become a physical therapist (: Of course my parents & siblings didn't take me seriously since I'm an absolute fail at science. But it's alright 'cause I got the encouragement from people that matter to me (and the discouragement came from people who don't matter- thus i didn't care so much when they said it =__=)

Always with all of my love,

tracy.

p.s. if you end up living in your "rathole" of an apartment--> dont put up with that kind of shit. MOVE. get your singingacting butt over to NYC and live with me in MY rathole of an apartment. A change of scenery can do alot for opportunites perhaps & I would like it very much if you would serenade me now & then (;