Yeana.....

As stupid as this may sound: I totally get what you are saying. There comes a point where all you can do is think of music, the rush you get before curtain goes up on opening night, being someone else even if it is only for 2 hours. I completely (in my own way) understand what you are feeling.

I don't want you to live your life with any regrets. I think that is one of the worst things a person can do. Love what you do to the point that you can't imagine your life without it. If you don't want to be a lawyer, don'e be. It is not bad to go to college without a goal because sometimes you find yourself there, someone that you never knew was inside of you. I do agree with Wendy though, you should talk to your parents about this, and it may not be right away, but eventually you will need to. Organize your thoughts, put them on paper -- why this is so important to you.

Don't give up this dream Yeana, because dreams become realities. They really do. And there are so many things out there. Theatre via school, community theatre, young actors clubs and so on. There is so much out there. Don't give it up because others want you to have a different path in life. It is your life sweetie, not theirs. If you hate what you do, you will hate your life. Go for it, no regrets - we all love you and no matter what will support you and lift you up -- ALWAYS.

I do really understand what you are saying. I love music and everything about it and the theatre - if I didn't have it I wouldn't be me. If it is a need, there is really only one thing to do -- and you know what it is. Do what is right for YOU - forget about everyone else at the end of the day you are all you have and settling for something is not the person I know.

It is ok to be scared, it is life and as crappy as it sounds it is true, but from what I can tell, this is something that you need to do or try to do atleast becasue there will always be that what if...

I love you so much, don't hold yourself back, have vocal lessons and go for it. We got your back sweetie, no matter what.

I love you, text me of you need me.
Rosanna