Hello for Land O' Lakes :)

Happy Chinese New Year/Valentine's Day!

I'd rather celebrate the former...hahah. :)
I really do love Chinese New Year though. This year has been more festive that previous years, because my grandparents are over, along with my aunt&uncle&cousin! So my house has been full but filled with warmth and love. This feeling is just what I need.

Now in response to your posts...

Tracy-- I can totally relate to Nega-Tracy. I have dealt with those insecurites before and I know that it's not fun. However, I agree with Yeana in that you NEED to communicate with Arthur. You guys need to learn to trust one another fully and without doubts. You will never be happy in a relationship full of "what-ifs". And if he ever says and does anything to make you feel uncomfortable, don't be afraid to confront him about it! Control the relationship, girl, I know you can! But please do not harm yourself and the relationship with your negativity. Us girls will always have insecurities when it comes to boys, but we cannot let them get to the better of us. We must learn how to control and handle our doubts, instead of letting them destroy our happiness!

Rosanna-- I really do miss you and our text sessions. You seem aloof lately, but I can't blame you. Whatever is going on right now, I hope you are staying positive and pulling through. I will pray for you, and I hope you know to talk to any of us if you ever realize you can't handle everything by yourself!

Yeana-- Omgsh, what you did for Haley was so incredibly cute!! You are such a romantic, girl. ;)
Btw, I am also insanely jealous that you guys have a Sadie Hawkin's...just saying. Hahah. I am kinda confused though, do you like Haley then? I know you like being his friend...but what about anything more than that?


Well ladies. Life has actually been okay lately. Despite starting the quarter with not so good grades (I'm not worried though, I think I can pull them up :P), I feel like one wave of stress has passed. You know those weeks when you have sooo much homework and crap to do, and then the next week is so relaxing? Hehe I feel like the stress has resided for now...but I know it will come crawling back soon...Ahhhh.
Yesterday was my Solo evaluation on the clarinet. I was extremely disappointed in my performance but managed to get a Superior rating...which means I can perform at State evaluation. Which means YAY! Hahah. I have a lot of improve, if I don't want to get murdered at States...*sigh*

Anyways. Apparently I have a couple of suitors in this lil' ol' town of Land O' Lakes. Bahaha. Well actually, one of them lives in New Tampa so I guess he doesn't count. Lol. He's actually the one I'm most interested in...you know, remember that guy from Chinese School who's apparently liked me for years? We've been talking a lot and I feel as if he truly understands me. He's so smart and sweet and has such a bright future. He's not a dips#!t like some guys around here...LOL. Excuse me. :P Only thing is that he is a bit clingy. But oh well, I think I can learn to look past that...heheh.

Alright. My mom is going to take me shopping. YAY.
I love and miss you guys sooooo much. When are we ever going to see each other again, anyways? ^.^

Love,
WENDY