and so,

hohums. i saw rosanna's post on my facebook and i missed you all terribly. i then came to the blog and i could've sworn i replied. unless that was all in my head D:
or if that was the night i fell asleep at my table =__=
I'm sorry ladies, I could've sworn i responded sooner!

so goodness! are all of you ladies going to J-Prom? O:
SEND ME PICTURES > w <
i don't go 'cause it costs money /:
In fact, I can't go with Arthur to his prom 'cause since my dad doesn't know I can't ask him for wmoney (nor would he give it to me, he'd be busy trying to kill me) and he tried asking his mom to pay for his ticket so he could just pay for mine (his mom doesn't know either) but it seems that it just wasn't meant to work out.
I honestly don't mind, I can go next year. I just feel horrible that he's missing out on his prom because of me ): He has enough money to buy his own ticket and go with his friends but he said instead he wants to have an instead-of-prom date with me, and he'll go to my prom next year.
I don't like...hindering....people.
& I feel like i'm taking away his senior experience from him ):

Yeanababe, if your friends are pushing you to do it, and you really want to do it...do it.
What's the worse that could happen? If the good friends running are really good friends, then they should see you as friendly competition.
Babe, I wish everyone could know about how much you care like we do ):
"I think that's what I fear the most...that they'll think of me as some bitch who thinks she can barge in and try to be a leader."
then they're the bitches whining about it. What's wrong with trying when you're taking it seriously?
Though quite honestly, I don't see student elections as a big whoop at my school...it's more liek the student body is just as important, you're only the president if we think you can represent us to the faculty outstandingly. if you're hot, popular, social, etc. but the faculty hates you....then that's tough noogies. we can't use you as a negotiator.
babe, i wish you the best of luck, i only hope they can see that you seriously have what it takes to be a fantastic president. If you don't get it, don't be too disappointed D: you have plenty of potential to be a great president, your student body just got heatstroke from all of that california sun (IT'S GOING TO RAIN TOMM IN NYC) and that's why they didn't vote for you- they fried their brains!

you need to take a break. skip school for a day ("oversleep") and just spend the day sleeping and catching up on any work you have. if you don't waste the day (spending the entire day on FB, videogames, etc. - you can spend a bit, but not the entire day on such things) then you'll have been entirely productive and if you have friends you can count on they should get you great notes and be able to explain it all to you easy peasy.
this applies to all of you ladies, you all worry me with your tendencies to overwork yourselves O ^ O
OHMYJEEZ. FRANCIS. there's a teacher at my school named francis (last name) and he's pretty young. apparently a lot of girls have crushes on him since he's "hot" and whatnot. I dunno, he's goodlooking I can admit that but I guess I just don't "crush" easily? I can get attached, but it takes a bit for me to fall for a guy. ANYHOOS,
up! <3
my jaw dropped and i thought very loudly (note: THOUGHT. this was in my head.) FANGIRLSCREAM! and the funny thing is, i thought literally "fan girl scream" not "EEEEEK!"...weird.
butbutbut
it's not definite that he's implying something...but he's certainly NOT just saying "i just want to be friends"
i doubt he's stupid
so if he wasn't interested in you he wouldn't touch you or anything. he'd say hi maybe, but that's it. if he just wanted to be close friends but not anything else then he might talk to you, but he wouldn't lean on your shoulder.
I think the tactic to employ to avoid the most damage to the home front (sorry ladies, i'm geeky sometimes. in my english essay we had to attach a list of colleges and i put: The path of the Jedi: *colleges* and then finished off with "however, the path to becoming a jedi can be long and arduous..." =__=)
SO. to minimize the potential damage to your heart: i would say to keep yourself open but not obvious. you can jokingly flirt with him, but don't get nervous and be unable to talk around him- stay yourself! like you would with a friend @__@
what i'm saying makes little to no sense. @__@
i apologize, i'm not very good at this ):

CHICA, COMO ESTAS?
^that's the result of learning a bit of spanish in middle school XDXD
HOW WAS YOUR EVENT? (it was today amiright?)
quite honestly, i'm pretty darn pissed at the people in your school. they shouldn't sign up for things and not follow through. you should've just pretended you couldn't do it all and told them to pick up the slack)
I am angry at them.
I should go over to your school and shank them. (i learned this from my friend :D some guy bullied another one of my friends and she said IF HE DOESN'T GIVE YOU BACK YOUR WALLET I WILL SHANK HIM. <3 oh my puertorican momma!)
by the way, to my rosiemommy, i never got the cardgift ): are you sure you have the address right? O: 211-12 64ave bayside NY 11364
I should go lodge a complaint at the post office and demand that they give me the words of my rosie ):
If anything, I fell asleep during my SATs (yeah, i get that exhausted. sometimes i fall asleep when i'm talking to someone too- IT'S POSSIBLE.) so i'm retaking them in june
but i hope this makes you feel better about your SAT!
by the way. 2000+ is not bad ladies =__=

wendylove (SOUNDS LIKE WENDIGO > w <)
I like to think that's 'cause we're meant for each other (:
and you know what? i think we are.
everyone else in our highschool are all going through high school as well. and yet...we've found each other.
&LOL. for some reason I can't understand what you guys find wrong with clingy guys XDXD well, it depends. if they're clingy and you're just not interested...then i understand! but if you're interested. and he's clingy and therefore OBVIOUSLY interested, then what's the problem? O: I don't think there's something wrong with the way you ladies are thinking, I'd just like some insight into why clingy is frowned upon, this said from a clingy person XDXD
But love, if you're heart is telling you curtis...then maybe you should follow your heart like yeana said. if all goes amiss, then spoil yourself with a good cry, film, and any other guilty pleasures! it also might not be good to go out with jason when you have feelings for curtis O__O I just don't want you to regret anything.

I think I have the qualities you ladies dislike ):
I think I'm clingy. I try not to...but I don't know if it still comes across /:
My grades are a fail. The worse part? It's not "half-hearted" it's...i constantly disappoint myself with my reliance on sleep. I should be able to put studying ahead of getting enough sleep. The most hahahilarious part of it all is that usually girls do worse in their academics when they get a boyfran. I was doing better because he had me go to sleep earlier (he kicked me off aim by saying that he wouldn't go to sleep till i did- and he needs his sleep so i had no choice D:) kicked me off facebook (that didn't do much. but it was something) and i dunno. I just wanted to try harder so he would be happy- proud? of me, that his gf wasn't a stupid person. It worked kind of. I passed a physics test here and there. I stayed awake in classes more often.
So what happened? A new term meant new teachers, so why am I doing worse than ever? I came late to school and my friend got mad at me. She said that she was mad at me because it seemed like I didn't care about school because I was late again for my first period class and that teacher has a strict lateness policy. Am I supposed to tell her that I oversleep because I go to bed late and upset about my dad and how I seem to be going nowhere? I can't. i just can't open up like that, I tell her that I'm disappointed in myself as well, and i'm more than disappointed I hate myself about it- but I can see she doesn't understand nor does she believe me and she just tells me that she's upset at me.
When people say they're "upset" at me, they still act as my friends. What they're saying is that they're upset at me, but they've given up.
I ended up crying once trying to tell arthur that I tried, and I didn't want him to be upset. I didn't want him to know I was crying so I put my head down, but he found out anways because when I couldn't stop, my head was down for a while and one of our friends sitting across us asked if there was something wrong since my head was down and I was quiet and not moving.
I dislike making him sad.

I dislike making any of you ladies sad,
don't be too disappointed in me-please,
tracy.