mudpies

Dear Ladies,

I haven't known what to say.
& honestly, I've been living in a mudhole away from the rest of the world for a while.
But I promised myself to pull out of it tomorrow and reconnect with people, and I would like to start early with my lovely fifth floor ladies (':

China and Alaska sounded wonderful ;__;
I wonder if it's the location that induces the euphoria
or really just the feeling of escape from where we live
an escape from everything in our lives to somewhere unfamiliar that entices us
Someone in China might find life dull and mind numbingly hectic
and a vacation in Florida might be paradise to them

Rosie-anna,
I did however read the post about your family friend.
I haven't found god yet.
But my heart certainly went out to them.
It still does, and my heart continually goes out to all of you.

Ladies, I took two weeks off from society.
I think another two weeks to gradually return will give me enough time to put what I need to say in words to the important ladies in my life.

I'm not ready to return to people in general
but sometimes things have to be done whether you're ready or not- right?
Tracy