So, I have been in a much better mood since my last post.
That was just...depressing. Lol.
I am happier now. I've taken my LAST SAT, and I am confident that I reached my goal. :]
Also, I just had my first college interview today...and guess for which college?!
GEORGETOWN!
I talked about NSLC, and how I found out about the college through a tour during the camp. ^.^
Ahhh, nostalgia!
I'm applying to their School of Foreign Service. It's extremelyyy competitive, so I doubt I'll get in. But I'm keeping my fingers crossed! As far as college apps go, I haven't "finished" any of them. Most of my friends are almost done, since the state universities' deadlines are Nov. 1st. *sigh* I'm guessing all of us are going to be working until Jan. 1st, though? -__-
Anyhoo. Other than that, life has been less stressful. School hasn't been too bad, and we are having a great marching band season! We just had our first competition and qualified for State semifinals! I am SO excited for that.
Hmm, what else...
Oh, Homecoming is next month. One of my good guy friends asked me today, and I said no. :/ I feel like such a JERK for rejecting him, but really, I wasn't even planning on going with a date. And I don't really like him, like that...
He's liked me a while, so I figured, if I said yes, I would just be leading him on. I don't want to do that.
But now I feel really horrible, because he's so sweet. *sigh*
So that's meee, lately. I want to hear from you guys!
Miss you all!
<3 <3 <3
WENDY
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
FIGHT-O!
Dear Rosie-anna,
Yeah, school is hitting me unexpectantly hard O:!
& goodness! FIGHT-O IN AP ENGLISH D':
I understand what you mean about how it's wonderful and the class goes by like THAT. But at the same time there's so very much work :'D Last year I disappointed myself handing in a lackluster essay or two because I simply could not put together my schedule to fit everything and that made me quite sad D':
Best of luck in your auditions \(^0^)/
& rosanna.... it's a big world out there. Although I think you should resolve any issues laura has with you- I also think you shouldn't let it bug you too much.
The same to Wendy.
I'm honestly surprised. I didn't know that there could be such a big difference between schools.
In my school... a lot of people have a stick up their ass. (not you. don't worry. you're very chill compared to their ravings.)
So wendy love, you're actually just like a lot of normal people at my school! yay! & your mindset about it all being over once you get through the apps is exactly like mine. I've told firends that i wont have much time to be with them until after apps- and they all understand because they're all doing the same things.
the interesting thing is, even my friends outside of school understand- they know how improtant college is to me and they don't question it. they just tell me to call them after i finish so we can party (though i don't htink i'll be doing that nonetheless, they party rather hardcore >__>)
but yeah.
ladies,
FIGHT-O.
don't let it bother you too much, 'cause we're all troopers.
Love Always,
Tracy
Yeah, school is hitting me unexpectantly hard O:!
& goodness! FIGHT-O IN AP ENGLISH D':
I understand what you mean about how it's wonderful and the class goes by like THAT. But at the same time there's so very much work :'D Last year I disappointed myself handing in a lackluster essay or two because I simply could not put together my schedule to fit everything and that made me quite sad D':
Best of luck in your auditions \(^0^)/
& rosanna.... it's a big world out there. Although I think you should resolve any issues laura has with you- I also think you shouldn't let it bug you too much.
The same to Wendy.
I'm honestly surprised. I didn't know that there could be such a big difference between schools.
In my school... a lot of people have a stick up their ass. (not you. don't worry. you're very chill compared to their ravings.)
So wendy love, you're actually just like a lot of normal people at my school! yay! & your mindset about it all being over once you get through the apps is exactly like mine. I've told firends that i wont have much time to be with them until after apps- and they all understand because they're all doing the same things.
the interesting thing is, even my friends outside of school understand- they know how improtant college is to me and they don't question it. they just tell me to call them after i finish so we can party (though i don't htink i'll be doing that nonetheless, they party rather hardcore >__>)
but yeah.
ladies,
FIGHT-O.
don't let it bother you too much, 'cause we're all troopers.
Love Always,
Tracy
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Hi from Lando.
Hi ladies!
I've been missing you guys a lot lately. People don't really "get" me down here.
I don't know how to explain this feeling I have right now. I guess it's a feeling of loneliness. Idk, I feel like I don't really have anyone to rely on these days. My friends keep on disappointing me. See, lately I've been focusing a lot on college apps and SAT studying. I keep on telling them, after Jan. 1st, all this hell well be over, and I will be able to relax. Most of them don't get it though, because they're only applying to like, 2 Florida schools, whose due dates are as early as Nov.1. So they're all fine and dandy but I CAN'T do that. I'm applying to like 10 schools, all out of state. They're not applications that I can just slap together; I have to work hard, and I have to make sacrifices. My friends don't understand that. And some of them humiliate me just because I can't hang out on a Friday night. It's ridiculous, and I'm so tired of it. I tell myself that it'll all be worth it at the end, but then I always feel left out or lonely when my friends are out doing whatever, thinking I'm some loner who just studies all night long. I mean, they must think that about me.
I don't know why it affects me, because I know it shouldn't. I know my expectations, my priorities. I want to settle for something much bigger than what most people here would settle for. It's hard getting there, though, and I don't have the support I need.
I don't know, I just feel really emo right now, hahah. I was fine these last couple weeks, until one of my best friends said yesterday that I have a "sad life". That's just...I don't know even what it is.
I don't live a sad life though. I'm very happy. I have a great family, and I actually do something with my life. I have passions and aspirations. I don't just sit around watching Taiwanese dramas all day. I just think it's ridiculous how my friends think that just because I don't have time to party means that my life is "sad".
I need some help, guys. I don't even know what to do anymore. I mean, is all of this even worth it?
Hope to hear you girls soon.
<3 WENDY
I've been missing you guys a lot lately. People don't really "get" me down here.
I don't know how to explain this feeling I have right now. I guess it's a feeling of loneliness. Idk, I feel like I don't really have anyone to rely on these days. My friends keep on disappointing me. See, lately I've been focusing a lot on college apps and SAT studying. I keep on telling them, after Jan. 1st, all this hell well be over, and I will be able to relax. Most of them don't get it though, because they're only applying to like, 2 Florida schools, whose due dates are as early as Nov.1. So they're all fine and dandy but I CAN'T do that. I'm applying to like 10 schools, all out of state. They're not applications that I can just slap together; I have to work hard, and I have to make sacrifices. My friends don't understand that. And some of them humiliate me just because I can't hang out on a Friday night. It's ridiculous, and I'm so tired of it. I tell myself that it'll all be worth it at the end, but then I always feel left out or lonely when my friends are out doing whatever, thinking I'm some loner who just studies all night long. I mean, they must think that about me.
I don't know why it affects me, because I know it shouldn't. I know my expectations, my priorities. I want to settle for something much bigger than what most people here would settle for. It's hard getting there, though, and I don't have the support I need.
I don't know, I just feel really emo right now, hahah. I was fine these last couple weeks, until one of my best friends said yesterday that I have a "sad life". That's just...I don't know even what it is.
I don't live a sad life though. I'm very happy. I have a great family, and I actually do something with my life. I have passions and aspirations. I don't just sit around watching Taiwanese dramas all day. I just think it's ridiculous how my friends think that just because I don't have time to party means that my life is "sad".
I need some help, guys. I don't even know what to do anymore. I mean, is all of this even worth it?
Hope to hear you girls soon.
<3 WENDY
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